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Sometimes i need people more than they need me. More than they'll ever need me. And i don't feel comfortable being this person, so effortlessly dependent on people who would never need me as much as I do. And to compare is utter chaos but what's not chaos at this very moment?50 things roam on my mind in one moment and i can't breath. Do i have a breathing issue or something? I am sitting here waiting for you but maybe you won't ever want me like i want you. So i'mma go and bang my head on the door of my memories. I'll think of the worst scenarios while watching the best scenes. I'll try and not let this part of me show
But yk it's burdening me more and more these days when i know you will never feel the need of my presence more than i do all these times
YOU ARE READING
those unsaid words
RandomI'm a kind who speaks a lot less than i think. hoarding so many words and world's for so long now I want to let down. maybe cause the end is near or maybe i'm.