ADMIRING LOVE

LAST CHAPTER

" I am nothing without you....toh ab jab humara rishta hi nahi raha....what will Neil Khanna do by living....You take one step away from me and I will embrace death straight from here...." Her eyes widen but at the same time she understands that he wants to stop her by doing all this but how can she stop, she doesn't want to deprive him and family, for the rest of their lives, of that one thing they deserve.

" Are you threatening me...?" He smiles at her words

" No, I am just testing my love for the first time, If my love loves her stubbornness more than me, she will leave from here and I..." He is unable to say anything further when she cuts him off

" You are being selfish again, It is not easy for me to stay...." she says

" Then go away..." he says but Avni's breath stops as he takes a step back.

" Neil ruk jaaiye..."

" Rukna tumhe hai Avni, You take a step back from there and I'll take one from here..." saying this he takes another step back, stopping her heartbeat

" Aapko meri kasam hai....." she says

" Aaj mujhe koi kasam nahi rok sakti.....And now you have only 10 seconds to decide...me or your stubbornness, because I am no longer able to live like this, My heart is not strong enough to bear all this. First I lost my child and now my wife....I can't live like this....I have always had only one dream of living with you, today that dream is over, so what will I do by living?" She cries hearing him.

She also doesn't like to live like this but she has nothing left to give to him in their love.

Meanwhile, Neil starts counting backwards from 10 but as soon as he reaches 5, Avni stops him.

" Ok, ok I am not going anywhere....please stop all this.." she says and Neil watches her fall on the ground and sit down, crying.

Neil sees her like that and taking a deep breath comes close to her and sits on her level, and cups her face, Avni looks at him with teary eyes and he wipes her tears on which her eyes fill more.

" Kyon Kar rahe hai aap mere saath aisa....kya aapko meri taklif nahi dikh rahi ?"

" Tumhe meri taklif nahi dikh rahi hai ?" He asks

" Dikh rahi hai, aur isiliye main puri zindagi aapko us taklif se dur rakhna chahti hu." She says

" Jab tak tum mere saath hogi mujhe koi taklif nahi hogi...." he says wiping her tears on which she sees him

" Why are you making things difficult for me....I am not able to forget what happened....I am not able to forget that I raised everyone's hopes and then broke them....If I had not told that lie, had not hidden the truth from everyone then everyone's expectations would not have increased....You don't decorate the room that you had to close with a heavy heart....and I am not able to forget all this...My pain is increasing day by day instead of decreasing......Please let me go from your life...?" she says crying to which he wipes her tears and he also feels relieved that she finally shared what she keeps thinking

" I will never let you go...." he says and Avni looks down

" Avni look at me ( saying this he makes her looks at him )
did I say anything to you, did the family say anything to you? No, right?" She looks at him at his words and yes, no one said anything to her

" When we did not tell you anything then why are you being forced by the words of that bad person to think all this which will never happen..." On his words she sees him silently

" In all this time, have you been able to understand me or our family to the extent that if the family does not get an heir, everyone will consider you a burden...?" On this she sees him