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002-pool

002-pool

"what do you think," I say as I spin around looking at Debbie who is in a swimming costume and some shorts her hair is up into a bun, and her mouth is on the floor as her eyes scan me making me wonder what she thinking,

"Perfect now let's go" she says grabbing a bag making me nod and pull on some black shorts that had rips in following her lead down the stairs where everyone is sitting and eating some food,

"Where you two going" Fiona asks as she drinks a cup of something before someone kisses her cheek her boyfriend I don't even know his name,

"Going to the pool" Debbie says as I nod smiling watching Fiona nod and smile before walking to Liam who's smiling and running around,

"Can you take Liam as well and Carl he needs to get out of the house?" Fiona says handing Liam to Debbie watching her nod and walk to the door,

"See you, Fiona," I say as I walk out the door and wait for Debbie and Carl to come out so we can go and begin our summer,

"Hey Carl," a voice says as we walk into the pool Debbie frowning I feel a smirk on my face as I look at Holly who's looking at us well Carl,

"Hey Holly" Debbie shouts smiling before walking away and Carl following her, I take my shorts and shirt off smiling as I slip my sunglasses on before sitting in one of those sun beds now this is summer,

"Hey, Lima here," I say as I hand the boy an ice cream smiling this kid has gotta say cool or he'll end up with heat stroke or probably skin cancer if he doesn't cool down,

"Wanna stay over?" Debbie asks as we stop in front of her and carls house making me nod and smile guess I'm having a sleepover, my first sleepover at 14 how dumb sorry I was never popular,

"We're home" Debbie shouts as she puts her shoes near the door and walks in smiling as Fiona pulls her into a hug smiling

"I got Liam an ice cream I didn't want him heating," I say watching her nod and smile making me smile I did something right I did something right,

"Can Madi sleep for a few nights?" Debbie asked Fiona making her look at me making me smile waiting for her answer "Sure she can"

I sit down next to Debbie as she brushes her hair since she had a shower and then I had one since Fiona told us we had to so we could get the chemicals off us and out of our hair,

"Lose your virginity before me and I will stab you in your sleep" Debbie says as looks at Carl who's smirking while nodding I look at Debbie who's eating a bowl of something making me smile she can eat whatever she wants and not care why can I be like that,

"Want a bowl made?" Debbie asks some milk falling from her mouth as she talks before putting her hand over her mouth and covering it like she's posh, I shake my head "I'm not hungry"

"You sure you haven't eaten anything today," she asked making me look down at how to explain this,

"I just lost my appetite," I say watching her nod and look away back at the children's show we are watching a pit of guilt in the bottom of my stomach,

"I'm just gonna step outside for a second" I whisper to Debbie watching her nod and keep watching the kid's show that wasn't even that interesting just two people talking about kids' things, I stand up and walk to the front door opening it before stepping out and shutting the door,

A cigarette is on my lip as I inhale some before blowing it out feeling tears forming in my eyes I move my free hand to my bracelet running my fingers over them doing them and running my fingers up and down feeling bumps in lines,

"Hey, you ok?" A voice says making me look up quickly putting my bracelets on before taking the cigarette out of my lip and nodding as I blow out the smoke,

"I'm fine just tired," I say watching her nod and sit next to me taking the cigarette out of my fingers and inhaling it before blowing out,

"Debbie said you haven't eaten anything today why," she says making me look down not wanting to talk about it,

"I just lost my appetite that's all," I say as I take the cigarette from her and inhale it before blowing it out frowning, I hear the door open another person sitting next to me making me look down,

"Fiona Liam needs you Debbie and Carl doesn't want to change him for some reason" a voice says making me look up seeing a hair boy smiling at his sister before smiling at me,

"So you're not eating because you're not skinny?" He asks as he inhales the cigarette before blowing it out making me nod guess someone should know right

"How does that work," he says handing the cigarette back to me making me smile and inhale it before blowing the smoke out frowning

"I feel fat and stuff so I don't eat anything," I say watching him nod and look up into the sky smiling before looking back at me as he takes the cigarette from my fingers and standing on it before throwing it somewhere over the fence,

"You not fat I can promise you that and I think your body deserves something to eat" he says making me nod and smile as I stand up getting pulled into a hug making me,

I take a bite of some toast Fiona made me making me smile I look at Ian who's smiling and nodding making me smile, I take another bite before putting it on to the table and running to the downstairs toilet throwing up making me frown as I wipe my mouth with my hand,

"I'm sorry" I whisper frowning as more sick comes out making me cough as I do I feel someone holding my hair and rubbing my back making me cough more as more sick comes up,

"What happened with you" Frank asks as he sits in the living room taking a drink off some beer he had making everyone groan,

"Out Frank," Fiona says as she walks to him watching him put his hand up in defeat before standing up and walking away before falling onto the floor,

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