Did I deserve that?

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I'm well aware that I'm no good
Not kind enough to make up for my bad looks
Though did I deserve that? I'll still ask
We might've both been victims but only one of us still laughs

But maybe you're onto something, guess that it was funny how it went
The perfect irony of loving you through catastrophic currents
Of all the shittiness you put me through, I know I hurt you back
'Cause you were livid, it was stupid, what you know you can't retract
Did I deserve that?

Betrayal of its highest over and over
Promises that were silenced over and over
I couldn't make excuses to make it okay enough to relax
So you tell me I'm overthinking, let it all enter the past

But maybe you're onto something, guess that it was funny how it went
The perfect irony of loving you through catastrophic currents
Of all the shittiness you put me through, I know I hurt you back
'Cause you were livid, it was stupid, what you know you can't retract
Did I deserve that?

Maybe you were onto something, guess that it was funny how it went
And me, the perfect dummy, loving you through distress and darkness
Man, the shittiness you put me through, I won't hurt you back
I should be livid, you were stupid, I forgave what you never can
But did I deserve that?

Did I, did I deserve
Did I deserve that?

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