We Should Dead Sure

Semester 😚

TANVEEN'S POV:💟
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PHONE CONVERSATION:

Aviraj:
Tanveen, yar I'm extending this semester, abhi muje Ghar par rehna hai so .......

Tanveen:
Kya tu pagal hai kya, ese kese hoga , Ik aunty bimar hai but tu Milne chale Jana na , ye kya baat hui , dimag Tera ghutno se nikal kar bhaag to nahi gya .

Aviraj:
(He started laughing)
Jabse tu aai hai dimag chla kha mera

Tanveen:
It's not a joke aviraj , Tera career hai , faaltu questions mat krna mujhe ab and Shanti se University vapis aja , already Mai bhot.......

Aviraj:
Tujhe yaad aa rahi hai meri kya ?

Tanveen:
Nahi but tu aja , zada batein mat kar .

Aviraj:
Nahi possible tanveen , I can't , I want to stay here with my family but tu apni pdhai par focus kar ab to main hu bhi nahi , madam aap hi karlo top vrna kha tha tere naseeb mein.
Chal okaay bye duty Calls.

Hanged up.

Is he out of his mind? 6 months more. Already is ek mahine me me pagal ho chuki hu uske bina. Khake padh k so jati hu. Zeenat is busy with her studies I can't disturb her it's the final semester.
Now the seriousness of his decision hit me. If he's not coming back that means my last 6 months with him ....Nahi nahi. This can't happen . We're supposed to end this together. Kya pata iske baad ham dono jane kha honge. Yhi waqt tha hamare paas aur ye bhi ja rha hai hamare hathon se . No god please no.
Abhi bhot kuch adhura hai hmare beech jo hamne in 6 months me krna tha. Or just it is me who's overthinking. He has to take care of his mother, but this is not acceptable. I don't want to do this alone , I want him to compete with me , look into my eyes and challenge me , we have to do this together. We should be standing beside each other when they announce the topper .
But what after that.
A final goodbye for which I'll never be ready for. As much as I can deny but deep down I know how much I want him to be with me in literally everything.

My mind is not working. I have to figure something out. I'm certain that I'm not ending this alone , he will be beside me when either of us is gonna win the trophy. Aviraj and Tanveen are meant to be academic rivals and their can't be a tragic ending to this.

After several hours of thinking and analysing all the outcomes of the step which I'm about to take , I came to a decision. Same as his . So I called him again and it's 2 am , he must be sleeping but koi baat nahi.

Phone conversation:

Tanveen:
Hello , sorry if u were sleeping.

Aviraj:
Neend to tune kab ki uda di hai sorry Aaj bolri hai bas

Tanveen:
Acha aviraj, me bhi ye semester extend kar Rahi hu , family emergency hogyi hai.

Aviraj:
Kya emergency unki beti ka dimag khrab hogya. Zayada syaani mat ban me kahi ja thode rha hu 6 mahine ki baat hai bs

Tanveen:
To aap jao na .....I mean agar Jana bhi hai to , me apni baat kar Rahi hu ki me bhi extend kar Rahi hu.

Aviraj:
Tanveen I won't say twice , Shanti se pdhai kar , if you even care a little about me . Do me this favour, focus on your studies.
Bas I won't listen to anything , phone kaat kar soja bye. Jhalli

Yes he's right . I just need sleep right now and I must stay positive, he's not going anywhere , friends just don't vanish like this. Ofcourse we're gonna catch up later in life . I calmed myself with thoughts like this but deep down I'm still scared about us. It's not even a relationship still . Abhi so jati hu kal sochu gi.