why do you act like you care
when honey you and i both know
you couldn't give a damn if i was here
you say you still want me here
but you swear we're nothing more than friends
but friends don't look at each other the way we do, ooh
your hand traces mine
and it makes me want to die
one smirk from you and a glisten in your eyes
while you're feeling up my thigh
i won't go there with you
it's not what the fuck i want to do, ooh
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
when you said we couldn't even try to see
if we were actually meant to be
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
so don't tell me you fucking care about me
when we both know that you don't
you took my soul and shred it away
nothing but small fragments of me left
you shoot daggers with your words
and pretend that you don't realize it
but you should know by the way
my face changes when you're done, ooh
my friends all want us together
i know that won't happen
and ive thought countless nights
maybe if we weren't friends i would be better off
but i dont know if i want to lose our friendship
cuz i think you'd become a mirror image of him, ooh
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
when you said we couldn't even try to see
if we were actually meant to be
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
so don't tell me you fucking care about me
when we both know that you don't
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
you tooo the sweetest promises
and crushed them under your foot
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
god i can't believe i fell for you
i became the worlds biggest fool again
and i'll stare out the window
i haven't seen the sun in so long
my life is long gone
i've spent every day
pining after a guy who wants
nothing to do with me
how could i be so stupid
how could i play the fool for this long?
how did i convince myself that you truly loved me
cuz you really fucking didn't
tell me was i just a game
tell me were my emotions a toy for you
did you get enjoyment out of playing with me
cause i sure as hell didn't
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
when you said we couldn't even try to see
if we were actually meant to be
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
so don't tell me you fucking care about me
when we both know that you don't
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
you tooo the sweetest promises
and crushed them under your foot
you were the love of my life
and it was the loss of my life
god i can't believe i fell for you
i became the worlds biggest fool again
