i'm trying so hard to find a man
one who wants me in a world of boys
who just want to see me naked
always hit up asking what i'm like in bed
is it so hard to find love in a generation
that's so fueled with having a high body count
by the time they turn eighteen
baby, it's nothing to brag about
it just proves that you're a whore
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
one guy close but he's just a friend
another one told me to hang myself
let's see, he's cute but he's scared of relationships
something about not knowing how to talk to guys
i'll keep him on the roster until i find someone
or maybe he's the one, i guess i'll never know
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
add another tally to the count
back to square one, everything's undone
it wasn't meant to be like this
it shouldn't be so fucking hard
no i don't send, no i won't fuck
i'm not just a body to add to your count
so maybe i was bored
but i told you very clearly i was only giving head
you coerced me into fucking and wouldn't stop when i told you to
so just be glad i didn't take things to the authorities
and get the fuck out of my life
and for you, it hurts to say but it's true
i don't blame you for what you've done
you blocked me because you knew we couldn't stay friends
otherwise my feelings for you would grow
and now i just wish he would do the same
because my feelings for him won't go away
i don't want him to but it's for the best
cause true love never rests
