haunted

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by NickRoss2

by NickRoss2

i keep coming back for more
and getting hurt more each time
i'm thinking i should block you
just to feel better about myself
my heart fits right in the palm of your hand
and you crushed it right before my eyes
i wonder if you know that i still have feelings for you
and that you're just trying to distract yourself from the fact that i do

i'm being haunted by the fact
that you're in love with someone else
he's probably good for you
better than i'd ever be
even though we're so much alike
and share the same mentality
i see you every day and it feels
like im being stabbed in the heart
cause i'm haunted by the fact
that i'm never gonna be yours

i'm unwrapping the presents i'll never get
another valentine's day all alone
watching everyone get their box of chocolates
while i open a box of razor blades
i'll scroll through all the couple posts
and probably hear you rant about this dude
and you probably won't even stop to
think how uninterested i truly am
because i've tried being happy for you
when im really not at all

i know it isn't fair to blame you
for falling in love with someone that isn't me
but part of me hates you for the fact that
you continue to rub it my face
if you really cared about my feelings
you would know this upsets me
but i really don't think you care
i can see right through your facade
i could just keep you here
just for now
until i'm about to leave this hell
and block you out of the blue
and never ever talk to you again
let you live your life in peace
without me bugging you