maybe i should go back to therapy
but i can't cause id be lying to my therapist
she'd ask me if i cut myself
and logically i should tell her the truth, but i cant
i was almost a month clean
and everything went right down the drain
and i'm so pissed at myself
but i've been told that shit happens so often
so i'll sit back and ignore the pain
i've been through shit way worse before
so now i'm sitting back and
thinking bout the past and
wondering how the fuck did i get here
trapped in wonderland and
i ain't see no escape and
how the fuck did i get here?
so now i guess im a hoe (oh, oh, oh, oh)
but i don't see myself
talking to five different guys at once (oh, oh, oh, oh)
i thought i was bulletproof
but there was no fooling you and
i keep thinking about my past mistakes
so now i'm sitting back and
thinking bout the past and
wondering how the fuck did i get here
trapped in wonderland and
i ain't see no escape and
how the fuck did i get here?
HOW THE FUCK DID I GET HERE?
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
i'm going through my photographs and
staring at my phone
hoping one night i'll see that 1
the one that keeps me hoping
for a way out of here
so now i'm sitting back and
thinking bout the past and
wondering how the fuck did i get here
so now i'm sitting back and
thinking bout the past and
wondering how the fuck did i get here
trapped in wonderland and
i ain't see no escape and
how the fuck did i get here?
SO HOW THE FUCK DID I GET HERE?
