i told you that i was happy for you
just so you could be appeased
when really i was sending you those texts
and wishing that it could be me
it's hard staying friends with you
especially since we're so close
because i still have feelings for you
even though you don't have them for me
i said "im fine" but i think you knew
that im not at all because im still
in love with you
i wonder if you know how far
i'd go to show my love
for you?
i'd wait outside your window
in the pouring rain screaming
"i'm in love with you"
cause i know that all i need is you
did you know that the amount of attention you were showing me
only made me want you more?
we're basically the same
so it would make perfect sense if we would date
all our friends keep trying to
push us together
they even suggested i ask you out to prom
but why would i do something so stupid
when all i know is i would end up getting hurt
i said "im fine" but i think you knew
that im not at all because im still
in love with you
i wonder if you know how far
i'd go to show my love
for you?
i'd wait outside your window
in the pouring rain screaming
"i'm in love with you"
cause i know that all i need is you
did the page turn in our story?
did we end our chapter?
did we fall apart in the same way
that i've fallen apart before?
i knew that all i'd need was you
but that couldn't be true
because otherwise you would've made
a move by now
and after all this mess was it worth it?
staying friends with you and being in love
i must confess this isn't how i thought it'd be
maybe that's why he blocked me
because he knew that staying friends
would only allow my feelings to grow
now that i think on it, it's kinda smart
i don't hate him for it no more
after years of useless
suffering and pain
i think im finally free
