THE DON'S MUSLIM MAID

heart break

Anima's POV
I knew she was pregnant with jalils child.It hurt so much, knowing that she would always be in his life.I wanted to play the good sister wife role,but it didn't work,I had fallen for jalil and seeing him with another hurt.

I thought after giving birth to our son, Ali,he would love me more but it didn't change a thing.fatima is and will always be his favorite.

All I want is for someone to love me and I would make sure of it.

But Fatima being pregnant would ruin everything,I had no choice but to do something about that pregnancy.

Jalil's POV
I came home to strangely find Fatima sitting in the hall for the first time in years.she looked like she had cried.

Jalil: what's wrong, why are you crying (I tried to touch her,she shooved my hand away and stood up)
Fatima:you got me pregnant!
(I tensed) are you happy now,am pregnant with your freaky child,a child whom was born out of rape!

(Tears came down her face,it broke me.The guilt I was trying to distract myself with,just all came out and hit me at once with so much force)
Jalil: Fatima I.

Fatima:you ruined my life,all I ever wanted was for a man to love and accept me.That man is there but anymore because am pregnant with your child .I wanted to be pregnant so badly,but after what you did , not anymore.(she broke down which filled my eyes with tears)

Fatima: because of you,I can't even love my own child, why jalil?why did you ruin our perfect marraige? why did you get a second wife,we all know the answer to that question,I am not woman enough,my love is not enough.

Jalil:you are more than enough,but I was so selfish to realize this (I was crying at this point) I hurt you so much,I cheated you and I raped you.I don't deserve to be your husband.We all know the child is mine,so you don't need to stay with me,after you give birth,we are divorced.

Staying with you,hurts you More,I can't hurt you more.Letting you go is the least I can do.Please find it in your heart to forgive me,I beg of you.
Fatima:you don't deserve my forgiveness (she walked off,I knelt to the ground and cried)

I was so stupid and selfish,I didn't realize that I was doing more harm to her, Fatima has a really suffered in my hands.I even made her hate motherhood,I ruined her.

Fatima's POV
The next day I went to work with the intent of saying goodbye to Isaac,this was too messy.

I may have hated this pregnancy but not entirely, since I still wanted my child to grow up with both parents.

I came into Isaac's room and found him by the window,he was shirtless.he had tattoos across his neck to both shoulders.
Isaac: what's wrong?
Fatima:am pregnant.