Belle

pregnant

•BELLE

Me and Julio are heading to the doctor because... we think I'm pregnant

I wasn't planning this at all, I mean we've used a condom every time we've had sex

I told Julio last night during 'brownies and mansion gossip' that I felt like something was going on with me

I have been feeling nauseated all week and I've been craving foods I would never usually eat

then this morning I actually threw up

and you've got to admit it's sounding like pregnancy I mean morning sickness and weird food cravings

I even ate a banana!

I hate bananas.. like HATE them

when I left the dining room I went straight to the fridge and took a jar of pickles and ate them in the garden

it would have been more suspicious for me to of eaten them at the table I mean who eats pickles and their most hated food for breakfast? Pregnant women that's who, and there's no way I'm having a rumour going around that I'm pregnant.. who knows what that would do

especially if other scary people found out! Kill's a mafia Don for Christmas' sakes

there are already enough people wanting me gone I don't need more!

"It's okay Belle" Julio rubs my bouncing leg as we wait for my name to be called

"If you are pregnant then Killian will be so happy and if by some crazy chance he isn't then we can run away and become platonic parents in the Maldives or something" he smiles

"thank you, you know you are the best friend ever"

"I know right" he grins making me laugh at him

"BELIZE OLSSON?" I hear a nurse call out

we stand up and follow her to a room with a doctor in it

we shake his hand and sit down

"so what can I help you with today?" he asks

I explained the situation and he agreed that it sounded like pregnancy and that he'll do a blood and urine test and I should get the results by tomorrow

he takes my blood and gives me a pot to pee in which I do and awkwardly give back to him which Julio obviously snickers at

"shut up" I huff

the doctor smiles at us and tells me that they will ring when they have the results

we thank him and leave and now I'm just filled with nerves

what if I am pregnant?

would I be happy about it?

would Kill?

what if I'm not pregnant and I'm just dying?

oh god

I feel Julio hold my hand and wipe a tear off of my face

"it will all be okay I promise"