There are different types of depression.
There's the type where you uncontrollably sob constantly, you care way too much about things, you're incredibly sensitive and it feels like everything is falling apart.
But there's also the type where you lay in the same position for hours on end feeling numb and empty, hurting yourself just to feel something, not caring about anything including yourself.
Both types are almost impossible to live with.
No one talks about the side of depression where you just don't feel anything anymore. Everyone talks about when it hurts like hell, when you drink, when you break down - but no one talks about when you lay down with a hole inside of you that feels impossible to fill.
I don't know what id prefer, feeling everything so intensely or feeling nothing at all.
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Mental Health Journal / Venting
Non-FictionThis is a safe place for me to express my deepest, darkest thoughts to people without being afraid of judgement. I hope that this can inspire people to write about how they feel too because it has really helped me with my mental health. By sharing t...
