Still I want to revolutionize the dynamic
Tear into your viscera
Desire demands new definition
My lipstick on your thigh, my pillage on your neck
Beyond kisses
Onto lovebites and goosebumps
I will not stop once I taste heavy metal
Crush you down to the bone, to the nothingness
You ask how
I cant want to murder you but cave ruination simeltanenously
Pull my skirt off my head awkwardly
Take my hand and darve the curriculum into the both of our trats
Pretend I could pin you down when really my colonization of you is an agreement; you let me bite your jugular with tiny teeth while my handiwork intensifies
There is an M on my thigh, a new constellation in the sky peeking back at me through fluttering eyelids
My legs ate the ceiling, of us, of the Jeep, of the world
In a prior poem I proceeded
If your pleasure if from mine and mine is from you then who really gets what they want?
Clear as the blue moodless moon, its the two of us
You get your highm your harpsichords in any key: my unstifiled exclamation points every color of the sunrise
I know I am the catalyst for an addiction more destructive than ketamine
Fish hooks tearing through your guts
Your saliva like stomach avid burning through me gives me the attention I need
The sensation I am starved of
When you look at me, only I matter
You're the youth that stands untouched, the lips pursed and parted
That I collide into
I'm a fighter for your medicine
When demands to be taken emotionally, although orally too would suffice
I beg for a certain necromancy, two sharp words I think you've heard before, yet I mean them in the true definition the dictionary snitches
Lie the woe down on me
Scrub the shame into me
Your possession of me crawling over like insects swarming my flesh
You made me stop you, can I do the same to you?
Newness is the philosophy
Loyalty is brand new
You'll never find another masochist like me
Panging for heartbreak and more tempted to relive its trauma as the windows fog
You could take me to the place I cannot go
Look into me
Grab your face and turn you, look into me
I need to be degraded land you have to be the one to do it
I claimed my territory, do the same to me
A collar of semicirlces
Home Depot duct tape, 10 ft of rope from Lowes
Trickles of red
Tell me I'm worthless
Study me like a Bible
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An Enigma Is Too Much For A Cat To Eat
Poetrypoetry from the raw heart of a teenage girl. I wrote this poetry collection throughout my junior year of high school, when so much change was underneath the sun's aura. In and out of depression, in and out of the psych ward, I survived the first ha...
