To Be Determined

~~Chapter 10~~

Minho

I hadn't slept well for a couple of days. Mostly due to my own brain not wanting to shut off about what had transpired a couple of nights ago. As bad as I wanted Jisung... I also really wanted him to be sure about things. He had seemed disappointed that I made us go home and I didn't have my way with him that night... What kind of person would I be? Let alone a Dom?

I released a sigh as I sat at a local cafe, sipping on my Americano. Delish, but my brain constantly was flipping back to Jisung and how good he felt on top of me that night. How badly I wanted to ruin him. How desperate he seemed for me. I had to talk to him to get this figured out. There was no way I was going to bring him into this world, lifestyle, if he was still a virgin... and I definitely wanted to be the one to take his virginity. But would he let me? If the other night said anything... it would probably be a yes.

I finally found that I couldn't sit there any longer and left the café. Coffee in hand. I made my way back to the company building. We would have practice today and then in the evening we would be free to do what we wanted. Thankfully. Maybe I could find the time to talk to him today. I needed to find the time. We really needed to get this sorted out before things went any farther.

I made my way into the practice room. Most of the kids were already there, warming up, stretching, doing limited movement dancing. I smiled at them. Being that I was the lead dancer, I was always proud to watch them do the things I tell them to. They were a good group. And even though Chan was my only hyung...he still listened to everything I had to say and made sure to help me enforce everything. We were like parents sometimes it felt. I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Everyone's eyes shot to me though as I entered the room. Waves and hellos could be seen and heard as I dropped my bag and phone down on the floor near the ceiling to floor mirrors. I glanced at myself. I looked tired. That's going to go over well. My eyes shifted to Chan as he approached me. He rested his chin on my shoulder and looked at me through the mirror.

"Things good bro?" He tilted his head a little bit as he pulled me into a hug. I sighed softly, I appreciated his affection... but I was more one to give than take. I patted his arm, acknowledging him, but also trying to let him know that I wasn't really in the mood to be touched right now. He let go of me, getting the message and smiled softly.

"I'm okay. Just been really tired the last couple of days. But I will make it. I promise. Fighting!" I smirked at him as he laughed back at me. He nodded and took my answer for the now and went back to the other members. I glanced around the room, realizing that I hadn't spotted Jisung yet, and as if almost on que he was slipping through the door to the dance practice room. His eyes instantly found mine, a blush slowly creeping onto his cheeks. I gave him a friendly nod which he, shyly and with a slight stutter, returned.

Dance practice went well. Everyone was getting the hang of things. Hyunjin and Jeongin never ceased to amaze me with their abilities. They picked up on everything pretty fast. I was also very proud of how mature Jeongin was becoming. He had certainly come a long way. I noticed though that Jisung had been struggling a bit today. So I gave him a little bit of extra attention to zero in on some of his areas of opportunity...which may or may not have been a good idea...

I approached him as he looked at me, a look of worry washing across his face. He started to stutter out some apologies and I just shook my head. "Don't apologize... we both have had a lot going on the last couple of days. Let me help you." I smiled softly at him. My voice had been been barely above a whisper. He nodded back to me as I placed myself behind him and helped him with some key points he had been struggling with.