To Be Determined

~~Chapter 7~~

Minho

Dinner went surprisingly fast. Almost too fast for me as nerves started to build up in my stomach. I didn't eat much, but I definitely tried as I knew it would raise suspicion... I have never been someone who was afraid to eat.

As soon as we finished, Jisung and I told the guys that we would meet them at the dorms later and that we wanted to take a walk through the market and what have you. Who knew where we were actually going to go, but I had to think of something.

Jisung and I made our way out into the cool night air, I slipped my mask on quickly. He followed suit, slipping his on as well. I then shoved my hands into my pockets. I would fidget otherwise and I didn't want to be distracting when we were trying to talk things through.

Then, we walked. It was silent for a while. Jisung kept close to my side, but didn't quite touch me. It made me frown a bit behind the mask, but I understood. He had to have had a lot of thoughts and questions running through his mind. I couldn't blame him at all for wanting to keep his distance for a little while. To my surprise, he started speaking first.

"So... I wanted to talk to you, I guess." His voice was a bit shaky, but he continued. "I did a bit more research, like you told me to. I know... what Dominants and submissives are now..." I smirked a bit under my mask. What a good boy.

"Okay. I'm glad you did that Jisung. Its the first step in understanding. Did you look up anything else?" I was trying to encourage him to speak more as he went very quiet after the mention of Doms and subs. I didn't want to overwhelm him with the things that I wanted to say. I really needed to know what he knew.

"Uhm... kind of... I didn't realize that this was... sexual... I guess?" Even with the mask on his face, I could see the red peek out on his cheeks and ears. I smiled and nudged him playfully. "I just never thought... you of all people would be into that stuff. But it kind of makes sense now? I know that the place you were at, it's a club... for people to act out 'scenes'," He used the air quotes and all. "and for people to go to talk to like minded people and maybe find partners to do those things with? Like on a schedule..."

I nodded, hopefully letting him know that he was right in what he was saying. I'm glad he did the research. It will make talking about things to him a little easier that way. "Yes, Hannie, you're correct. I found out about this back in the states... so far I like what they offer there much more than here, but I also haven't experienced the scene much here..." Jisung stiffened a bit beside me. I could tell he had more questions, but was nervous about asking them. "Jisung, please ask if you have a question. I want to be transparent with you."

I watched as he relaxed slightly at my words. We approached the park, my favorite place and he nodded for us to take a seat on one of the benches. He sat down and then tugged my sleeve and pulled me down next to him. I glanced over at him, leaning forward and resting my elbows on my knees.

"Minho... have you done anything here since we came back? Participated?" I smirked, and then pulled my mask down so he could hear me well enough. I shook my head and then put my hand on his thigh again. He melted as if on queue. Fuck...I could really get used to this.

"No, Sungie. Not since I have been back home. Its actually been a while because I have been looking for something in particular and haven't found it yet." I was going to lay it out there. I had to. If I didn't rip the bandaid off, then it would just be more painful later. I watched my squirrel's face light up a bit at the mention that I haven't been involved with anyone in a while. I guess that was the right thing to say...

"O-oh... I see... uhm... what exactly are you looking for hyung?" I smirked at him. I guess it was time to explain myself completely. I squeezed his thigh a bit and sat back, looking straight ahead as I unleashed my thoughts on him.

"Well, I have been wanting a submissive partner... but not just a scheduled scene partner. I want someone who is exactly that, my partner, but will also be my submissive...24/7. Someone that I can possibly teach and bring into the lifestyle that has been curious about it." I took a side glance at him, seeing his eyes widen a bit. "I'm not in a rush, but I've been actively looking and haven't found much."

Jisung moved a tad closer, I think at least. I'm not sure if I was imagining it, or if he actually did... like he was curious about what I was saying. "That person you were texting... are they a...submissive?" I couldn't help but smirk. I offered him a gentle nod and made eye contact with him.

"Yes. Akira is a submissive. He lives here in Seoul, and yes I met him at the club. He's very nice and friendly. He's been in the scene for quite a while and was offering up really good advice."

I tried to give him another reassuring smile. He almost had a look of sadness in his eyes. I furrowed my eyebrows a bit and leaned a little closer to him.

"I'm not doing anything with him, Hannie. We are just friends and talking.  He's been helping me figure my thoughts out..."

Jisung relaxed, but only slightly. I kept eye contact with him. He didn't break it either. Good boy. I smiled and squeezed his thigh again.

"Now... Jisung. I have a question for you."

Jisung's eyes got a little wider, but he never faltered in his eye contact. Damn, he's going to be a great submissive.

"Are you... interested in this? Would you like me to teach you?"

I didn't expect him to respond right away... but was slightly shocked at his response.

"Yes." His voice was airy and soft, and melted my heart.

Good boy.

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A/N: 

Haaaai baebies~ 

So I originally was going to wait until tomorrow to post an update, but... I was bored and sitting on my couch watching YouTube Let's Plays of Video games... I can't help it.  I love video games and do play them, but I also like watching them be played.  Right now I have been watching Gab Smolders a lot.  She's so calm and her voice is soothing and not chaotic like some of the other ones I watch [Cough Markiplier..cough cough Jacksepticeye... COUGH]. 

Anywhos... 

This is chapter 7 and another surprised... a Jisung chapter will be posted after this, and I plan on writing in the Sequel today too... I have a few chapters already...so yeah... 

LETS GOOOOOO! 

P.S. Love you all.  =3