To Be Determined

~~Chapter 9~~

Minho

We stayed longer than I thought Jisung would want to. I watched him constantly, studying his reactions to things. Somethings, he still looked a little confused about. Other things... I could tell he was interested. Every time he saw something that seemed interesting to him, he would squeeze my thigh. At least that was how I interpreted it. I made mental notes to introduce him to the things that I mutually liked.

Akira had left us a while ago, he ran into someone he knew and an 'old flame' type of situation. I didn't mind. It gave Jisung and I a little more privacy to talk about things freely. I was proud of him for asking questions. I didn't want him to stop. The more he understood and knew, the better.

After the scene progressed into more heavily sexual vibes, I could tell Jisung was getting close to his limit of what he could keep watching. He was nervous. I could feel it on him, especially with the near death grip he now had on my thigh. I pulled his attention to me, grasping his chin gently and turning his head. His eyes tried to stay trained on what he was watching until they couldn't anymore and then they snapped to mine. He blushed heavily.

"Jisung... are you okay?" I made sure I spoke softly, and had an even softer gaze, regardless of how aroused I was with his hand on my leg. It had been gradually creeping higher and there was no way I wasn't going to notice. He met my gaze, his full of lust? Want? Desire? It had to be one of those, or a combination of all three. I smirked playfully at him. His eyes darting to my lips and then back up to make eye contact again.

"Y-yes..." His voice was barely a squeak. I couldn't help but laugh softly. "Minho..." This time his voice was a bit deeper, and it shocked me slightly. I smiled again, raising my eyebrows to encourage him to continue. "Can...I...kiss you?" My heart felt like it was going to burst. I know I had asked him if he would be interested in this world... but my brain didn't even think about that. We hadn't even shared our first kiss yet...

"Yes." My voice was firm, laced with a bit of Dominance. I had to start breaking him in and get him used to this dynamic. The moment he heard my answer he started to lean in, his eyes fluttering shut. I was impatient. Extremely impatient. I slipped my hand up to the back of his neck, bringing him to me faster.

Our lips crashed together. It was the most amazing sensation I have ever felt in my life. Finally having this connection with the one person in my life that I cared for the most. I felt a whimper come out of his throat as our lips danced together. Almost like the they were perfect puzzle pieces meant to fit together. I quickly moved him so he was straddling my lap and his hands rested on my shoulders.

He had pulled back for air at that point and had rested his forehead against mine. I smiled and let his breath fan my face as I ran my hands up his thighs a bit, squeezing them gently. He whimpered again, then more aggressively pressed his lips to mine yet again. Ooof. I was going to have to tame that... I'm the Dominant here. This time, though, I would let it slide. Though, to start teaching him, I did run my hand up through the back of his hair and tugged slightly. The moan that left his lips shocked me and sent a thick wave of heat to my groin. Holy shit.

I claimed his lips this time, lightly running my tongue along his bottom lip. He quickly responded by parting them for me. My tongue dove into his mouth, exploring, learning every inch of him. His tongue fought back slightly in a dance that I never wanted to stop. I tugged at Jisung's hair a little harder this time and a deeper moan left the younger one. I swallowed it, now wrapping my arm around his waist and pulling him tight to my body, at least as tight as I could.

I know he could feel my arousal, because I definitely could feel his. I grunted slightly as I felt his hips swivel a bit and start rocking against my own. I couldn't help but let out a soft groan into his mouth. This was the first time we were experiencing each other this way and all of my senses were heightened at the moment.

"Jisung..." He had started panting a bit when I pulled back, his hips still lazily rocking against my own. I let out a slow hiss as he rubbed just right a couple of times. "Jisung..." I looked at him, his face was completed flushed and his lips swollen... it was a gorgeous sight. One that I couldn't wait to see more often. He finally looked down at me after I said his name the second time. His eyes hooded, mind completely focused on pleasure. Man, I could get used to this...

"If we keep this up... I am going to fuck you right here for everyone to see." My voice was deep and raspy, almost comparable to Felix. Jisung had then paused all his movements and his eyes went a bit wide. His cheeks flushed a bit more, and I smirked in response. He had bit his lip, which made my cock twitch in my pants. Fuck... what was he doing to me...

"U-uhm... Minho..." His face softened a bit, the fucked out look leaving him as he leaned in to my ear. He shyly kissed my neck, which sent shivers down my spine. My hands had found his hips and I was pressing him into my own firmly, not wanting the pressure to go away. Then Jisung continued after a soft whimper.

"I'm still a virgin..."

I froze a bit, but still kept my grip on him firm. I knew he was going to say that. I knew it. Why am I surprised? He seemed so naïve from the start of everything. So shy and reserved. Of course he was. Why didn't I think of that sooner? Why didn't I ask sooner? I was too self centered thinking all about what I wanted... that I never thought that maybe... he should know what vanilla sex is first?

Aiish... I was going to have my hands full here... and hopefully my hands were going to be full of Jisung's ass. But not tonight... I couldn't overwhelm him that much tonight. He was just learning about my life and what I wanted to bring him into... fuck. As needy as this little squirrel was... and how sure I was that we could solve the virginity problem tonight...I needed to have some respect here.

"Let's go, Jisung... this is enough for tonight..." My voice was soft and I placed a gentle kiss on his lips. He kissed me back quickly, and let out a sigh when I pulled back. I helped him stand. Thankfully, both of our boners calmed down quickly with the slight change in atmosphere between the two. Jisung went back to looking shy and reserved again.

"But... but..." He grasped my arm as I pulled him towards the exit. I nodded to Akira who was at the bar talking to someone. He gave a knowing smile and soft wave goodbye. I smirked a bit and then continued to lead us out of the club into the cool night air.

"No buts Jisung. I was selfish not thinking that you had never even had sex before. I can't bring you all the way in yet. You still have a lot to learn about sexuality in general. Please don't be upset... I just... want to make sure you know what you are doing." I tried to be as gentle with my words as I could be. I could see the disappointment on his face as we started to walk back home. This was going to take a lot of nurturing... I was up for the task... I just hoped Jisung wasn't too upset.

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A/N: 

Welp...I seriously cannot get enough of this story.  Even though I have already finished writing it... I just have this strong urge to keep posting all the time and have decided I just don't have a schedule for posting it.  I will just post when I feel like its time for the next part to be out there in the world... 

Which so far has been like every couple of days....  But I'm sure there are those that do not mind the frequent updates... ;]  You know who you guys are.  

Thank you all for reading though.  I really appreciate it and love the feedback! 

Until the next update! 

PS... if you didn't get notifications on my last chapter... that's probably because Wattpad was NOOOOOT working well for me on the Desk Top version.  I actually ended up saving the last chapter as a draft and had to publish it from my phone.  It was trying to add like 40 parts to my story and I just don't know what is going on...so hopefully its working better now... 

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