[11] Black Sheep

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I'm bright to othersBut rather darkerI'm not living for othersBut they control me, Those "others"

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I'm bright to others
But rather darker
I'm not living for others
But they control me, Those "others"

I forgot that I'm alive
All I see is my life on line
I forgot that I feel
Too much pain made me not feel

I don't know if I don't really feel
Or I just got numb from all those feels
I don't know if I'm not sensitive enough
Insensitive enough

The indifference
Was so far different
I was so different
I don't know why I'm different

I thought it all will kill me, Instead, It tortured me
I thought someone will hear me
I forgot I've been screaming on the top of my lungs
And no one hears me

It's kinda peaceful
No one's helpful
It's kinda dreadful
No one's helpful

I wish you watched your words
Now I want to disappear in all worlds
If I went fifty fifty, I don't want to be revived
It isn't worth it, I still won't feel alive

Oh, I was a black sheep
That's why I feel like a sinking ship
Now I feel like shit
Your words were so lit

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