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The dreams I crushed beneath my feet, begin to crawl back on me.
They pull me down and whisper things I don't wanna hear.
I find it difficult to just settle in,
My blood runs fast and I never win,
Everything feels shattered,
Like a glass that broke,
And broke again to the point no one knew how to fix it again.
I don't know how to fix me again, I just climb the mountain and can't see the top, I look beneath me and I just want to fall. They say I am smart and kind and what not. Then expect me to be there and do a lot. I want to scream and call them wrong. But I just let them go for all. I was never good at arguments and I can't keep a friend. If you think you can wait for me, then I will leave on a sad end. From Shouzo to Sam to Nish, Ainur to Heena to Yana and more, lost them all and in the end it's all my fault. Call me a bad friend when I don't even treat me right. I no longer wanna care for I have become the hypocrite I had always thought I wasn't.