Afraid

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by Whereismyoppa

by Whereismyoppa

                                    
                                              I'm afraid the day will come,
You will finally decide to let go of me,
And I will just stay numb.
How come do I tell you?
My silence is louder than words.
In this unending fight, it's just me and myself.
You are just an Audience I'm hiding this skit from, 
I want to convey my feelings but I'm afraid I will drown, 
In silence, In the darkness 
Way deep into the water of regret. 
When will spring approach me? Hug me and whisper I'm not weak.
When will I be really me? The me I lost long ago, 
The darkness enlightens me at times,
But the silence comes out noisy. 
I'm afraid the day will come,
You will finally decide to let go of me.