If only...

35. heaven 🔞

"uhh... yes there...."

With deep implants, I felt like I was on the edge, and it only took a few thrusts until I felt fluids exploding from my pussy and my entire body was shaking and i was panting violently.... I felt numb while the walls of my pussy embraced Mon's fingers and drowned them with fluids.

Mon kissed my jaw and the tip of my lips, then buried her head in my neck. I could feel her hot breath on my neck while her fingers were still inside me.

I've had sex before with girls and guys, but I didn't feel what I felt with Mon that night.... I was tired but enjoying it... who could believe mon can be pussy slayer someday!!

After a few moments, I felt like my self was returning to normal and my body was calming down a little, but Mon had other plans and that was something Unexpected and I certainly wasn't complaining.

I felt her thumb caress my clit, which was still sensitive from the first round. Suddenly I felt her gently biting my neck and my body was on fire again.

My pussy was still soaked with the fluids from the first round while Mon's fingers were still inserted inside me, trust me...I was a mess.

Suddenly I felt Mon's fingers leaving my vagina to leave a void, but that didn't take long until I felt her insert three fingers together, quickly and steadily Her thumb started playing with my clit starting another session that was hotter than the first.

her fingers felt like heaven against her needy clit... fast and fiercely stroking it at the apex of my slick center, which was making the most obscene and lewd wet sounds.

i was creaming all over my fingers.
it was hot and unbelievable.

"do you want me to stop"

Mon said that in a deep voice after she raised her head from my neck to look at me

"no please...i want you deep ...inside me, please."
I said that while panting, then I commented on the small gap between our lips and kissed her hungrily. After she heard my answer, she began the second session with me pinned to the blanket, squeezing my hand between hers, kissing and sucking my lips while her fingers moved quickly and steadily deep inside me, sending me to heaven with every thrust. She was swallowing my moans and increasing the speed of her thrusts, as if she was enjoying hearing my wild screams under the influence of the magic of her fingers.

my strangled moans echoed off her sitting room walls and my juicy pussy accepted mon long digits effortlessly, swallowing and sucking them further in, with each brutal thrust into my tight channel.

"Oh my gods, I'm so close."
i whispered against her lips.

"let it go... cum sam ... i got you girl.
mon said that with deep voice and i could feel her hot breath sending a visible shiver over and over again... let out a throaty moan and with that i felt my pussy exploded again.... she swallowed my sobs with a searing kiss to my swollen lips while her long fingers still inside full me.

I don't know how to describe to you what I was feeling, but that night I realized that I was stupid...very stupid to let myself lose the opportunity to spend my life in her arms.

Hot tears fell from my eyes, even though I was happy to be with the girl I love, even if for just one night... Everything suddenly became heavy because of the idea that this was temporary.
Mon and I were under the same roof breathing each other's breath... Mon's soft lips were gently kissing mine.... But in the end everything will end in the morning.

"Are you okay?"
Mon said in a deep voice, then she grabbed a tissue from the table and wiped her hand while looking at me with concern that made me feel like crying even more.

"I... love ..you, and I... don't want us to end ...like this... Please mon ... I beg you."
I said that between my sobs and heavy breaths, and I extended my hand to hold her hand.

"Let me clean you up and then take you to your room so you can rest." Mon said that, then she went to the bathroom and left me crying and praying for a miracle to prevent tomorrow from coming... She came back with a wet towel in her hand. She started cleaning me gently with the towel and then with the tissues while I watched her... GOD, She was everything I wanted and everything I needed in my life.

"Can you walk to your room?"
Mon said, looking at me with concern because I was in a mess at the time, and in her eyes I saw something that made me know that she still cared about me, even if just a little.

"No, please, let us stay here....I know that you will leave me alone in the room so let us stay here.... If you are going to get rid of me tomorrow, give me a chance to be with you, even for hours... please stay by my side here...I really need you now"
I said between my sobs. She bent down and began to move the hair from my face with her fingertips gently and she was looking at me as if she was contemplating me.

" please... just lie next to me."
I said that and I took her hand with both of my hands and kissed it. She took another pillow from the sofa and threw it next to me and lay down looking at the ceiling. ...I know she didn't want to do that but i forced her, even though I had no right to do so, but I could not stop myself. I love her and every cell in me demands her.

" This will not lead to a happy ending like in Disney movies. I hope you understand that and take it into consideration."

"Unfortunately... I know and realize that, but I need you now. Please allow me to love you, even if only for tonight."
I said that, then I put my head on her shoulder and hugged her. After moments of silence and hesitation, I felt her move her arm that was under my head and surround me.

"It is good to hear that realize that" Mon said that in a deep voice while she was looking at the ceiling, and I buried my head in her shoulder, inhaling her distinctive attractive perfume. I was tired and my teary eyes were starting to get heavy, but I didn't want to miss a moment with her next to me, so I kept fighting drowsiness, listening to her heartbeat and feeling the warmth of her body but .....in the end my eyes gave in to sleep.... unfortunately.

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Soon i will finish this fic but I have two endings and I don't know whether to choose the happy or sad ending 😂

thank you guys, Sorry for the delay, but please don't hate me 😂❤