8) Butterflies

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Sigh.

I've done it. Well, yes.

I've kissed him. My first ever kiss with him.

Feels like butterflies in my stomach.

Adam doesn't say anything for a whole minute, even though his dreamy blue eyes say a lot while looking at me. I blush. I don't know what to say.

It's like, we were a couple for a while, but it didn't ever feel real.

But now it's as if love is finally in the air. Now when I see him, my heart is racing. You know, the typical emotions you feel when you're with someone you have feelings for.

I don't know why.

I don't know why I didn't develop feelings for him when I first met him.

I don't know why I agreed to date him without me having any feelings for him.
It was probably because I had zero dating experience in my life, that I took him like a shot.

But, to be really honest, I don't think he felt the same way. I think he really liked me, and he really wanted the relationship to work.

It was very selfish of me to not offer him my love when he craved for it. He did everything for me. I liked him, but not really like my man.

But he understood.

He never ever forced me into doing anything with him. He respected me so much, that I took him for granted.

Anyone would say I don't deserve him for the way I've personally treated him.

I feel that way too. He's too good.

But now, I feel something when I see his face. He's really handsome. His blue eyes have got me swimming in them like they're the deep blue sea.

Yeah, whatever, not the best poet in town, but still.

It's what I feel right now.

"I don't deserve you.." I whisper, breaking the silence.

"Darling. Don't you ever say that." He says, touching my cheek.

I clasp him. He gets startled at first, but then hugs me back. I cling to him.

"Let's stay like this for a while..." I say.

He pauses before saying, "I'd not like anything better..."

We both clasp each other for a brief moment.

But then, I push him slightly. We both break apart.

He looks at me for a second, almost checking me out

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He looks at me for a second, almost checking me out. Then he smirks at me.

"I'll be seeing you later, very soon.." he says, grabbing his jacket.

" Okay?" He says, giving me a smile

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" Okay?" He says, giving me a smile.

" Sure, bye," I say to him.

He kisses me again, full on the lips, and I, wanting to cherish the moment, kiss him back passionately.

When we draw breath, he looks at me triumphantly. Oh god, his stare. What a flirt!

"Go! For real now, bye," I say, pushing him out of the door

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"Go! For real now, bye," I say, pushing him out of the door.

"You sure baby?" He asks, smirking cheekily.

I give him a death glare, only joking ofcourse, and he takes the hint....

Buh-Byee.

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