"Johnnie.." I start, he just turns his head to look at me
"Uh..do you know a guy by the name of ugh, fuck what was it, Biden..no, Darren..fuck." I start to ask, completely fucking forgetting the guys name
"Bryan..?" He asks slowly
"Yeah him." I say
"Uh..w-why?" He asks nervously, face pale
"Well I remember that he walked up to me last night and said something that I can't remember.i just remember that whatever he said made me mad and it's part of the reason I kissed you." I say hoping that he can connect the dots
"You kissed me because you were mad?" Johnnie says, trying to change subject
"Kinda, yeah...that's not the point. Point is, do you know anything about that guy? Like any reason he would say something that would upset me?"
"Yeah, we used to be friends during my freshman year. Before he graduated he changed a lot. He just did shit that made me and all of my friends really uncomfortable. He would also just say shit that would piss everyone off. But if we said anything about it he would threaten to ruin our reputation at school. During his senior year everyone got fed up with his bullshit and before he graduated he came out as gay thinking that would change anything, it didn't. People still didn't like him and many people knew how horribly he would treat others. But once he graduated, instead of moving on from highschool he decided to come back and work as a janitor.." Johnnie says frowning
"Oh shit...I'm so sorry, I didn't know." I frown
"If I remember correctly he said that you guys had something..I think what really set me off was that he told me you were dating Alex and that you saw me as desperate."
"No! What the fuck? We never dated, Bryan or Alex! And why would I see you as desperate?? He just doesn't want to see me happy." Johnnie says as he finally finishes his ciggy
"Fuckkkkk dude, I'm sorry that I let him piss me off. I guess I was already upset because I...I thought I was losing you." I pause as Johnnie just looks at me
"I just felt like I was competing against your other friends and that I was losing..we just stopped seeing each other and I felt like there was a good chance that I would never see you again. Then the fact that you hung out with Alex when we first got to the party really set me off...I know you probably think I sound crazy." I sigh is I get up to go inside the house
"..what if I like crazy?" Johnnie says as he shuts the backdoor
"What?" I asks, face red
"What if...what if I liked you being jealous that I was giving other people my attention."
I don't know what the fuck has gotten into Johnnie but man is it doing something to me. I'm not used to him being so straight forward and I'm also not used to being this flustered..
"T-then I...then I guess your in luck because if I go another week without seeing you I will hit someone." I stutter
"Good thing you won't have to do that." He smiles as he throws himself on the couch
"Sooooo...what's the plan for the day?" I ask wondering if he wanted to go do something
"Uhhh, nothing? Aren't you still dieing from last night?" He asks as he sits up
"Yeah but I don't want to keep you bored." I frown
"We can just watch YouTube." He smiles
"I'm fine with that!" I smile back
We decided to get comfortable on the couch and put on some random YouTube videos. After a few hours I see Johnnie smiling at his phone. I don't know who he's talking to but oh my god do I wish he would smile at me like that.... I think he felt my gaze because he looked up to make direct eye contact with me and smiled.
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bathroom boy (Johnnie Guilbert X Jake Webber)
बेतरतीबThere's a random phone number written in the bathroom stall and Jake is the only dumb ass willing to text it. I was inspired by a MCR fan fiction to write this but I can't remember the name :( if I ever come across it again I'll add the title here :>
CH.8 - HUNGOVER
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