AMAYRA

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

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AMAYRA POV

A day to the wedding, everyone was busy with preparations.
I always thought my bound with maheer could never be broken, but everything is over now.
I lay down on my bed thinking about how my world shattered in few minutes. I heard my phone rings, I ignored. Whoever it is I'm not going to pick up.

"Ke Chuchu, Maheer na kiranki " Masina said coming into my room. I checked who was calling and saw it was him.
"he is waiting for you in uncle palour" she added
I quickly stood up and wipe my tears, wore my long hijab and headed to dady palour.
I missed him so much, those sweet messages day and night, going out on a date and everything.
I entered dady's palour with salam, he was on a call, his back was facing the door , probably he didn't know I was in ..  I overheard his talking on the phone with a gynecologist about someones health.
I broken down when I heard him mention I have issues while conceiving and my life could be in danger.

"Innalillihi wainnaillaihi rajiun" I muttered tearing up, he turned around and saw me.

"I can't conceive? " I choked,  he helped me with the glass of water but I raise my hand up making him stop.

"how could you hide this from me maheer " I palmed my face making the tears stream down.

"i'm sorry, I was scared of your reaction "
"am so sorry"he added

"why maheer"  I cried clenching on my hijjab, I cried till there was no tears left in me to shed.
He didn't say a thing, he knows I will feel better when I cry my heart out .

"and what did the doctor said " I asked he shock his head tears dropped from his eyes . He spoke to different doctors about my health and they said I'll face complications in my pregnancy and my life and the baby will be in danger
I couldn't talk, I didn't know what to say or do.  I was crying uncontrollably.

"please I don't want to see you like this,  it burns my heart to see you cry " He said also crying

" but you are also crying, how can you tell me to stop when you're also crying" I said and he wiped up my tear with his thumb and I did the same

"who else knows about this? "

"nobody "

"everything is going to be alright insha Allah, And Arif is your son,  so don't bother about this " he said and tears streaming down my cheeks and tears dropped from his eyes.  He was trying to be strong

"shhh, stop crying " he said and give me a fake smile. 
he knows the most soothing words to make me feel better .he's Just the best, no matter what his love never wavering

"I came to give you this " he said giving a paper bag

What's this?"  I asked

"open it" he said, I opened and saw a gold bracelet,  Amayra written on it.
" you like it? "
"I heart it, I love you Maheer " I said tears dropped from my eyes, he gave me his handkerchief and he flashed his smile.

"happy marriage life, may yours be among the best " his eyes getting misty

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I couldn't get to tell her anyone about my health , Dady at the office and Mami was busy with preparations.
Let's not talk of ya Abbas,  he still held me accountable for Ashmirah demise, he didn't even care to call nor come see me . How Is he going to treat me after we got married, what's going to happen next.. I thought

I've never been restless like this in my entire life, I kept turning and changing position but couldn't sleep a blink. My conscience  telling me something bad has happened to Maheer.  I dialled his number, not reached .i don't know why I have this strange feeling that something bad happened to him
I stood up and went to the bathroom perform ablution and  prayed and recite the holy Quran, I cried my heart out to Allah , I hope he's safe and prayed I'll be able to go through whatever it is in ya Abbas house..

I felt at ease after praying and slept off......

Khadijatoou ❤