Dau i lost my sons

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Balram:- kanha what has happened that she is sitting like this?
Krishna:- dau you go to her she will tell you
Balram:- ok, you also come with me
Arjun:- dau I also want to come
Balram nodded and went to her

Balram:- Ishwari!!! what are you doing??..... get up its rainig you will fall sick
Ishwari:- dau!!!
Saying she hugged him and started crying
Balram:- I can't see you crying like this tell me
Krishna and Arjun stopped back only as balram asked them
Ishwari:- dau....this war took my Aarav and abhi from me......I lost them dau.....they got veergati
Saying she started crying
Dau:- what are you saying Ishwari....see don't say like this
Ishwari:- no dau, they left me
dau:- how?
Ishwari:- dau......13th day......jaydrath stopped all he got boon and bhrata and arya were not there........guruvar formed cakhravyuh......aarav and abhi entered......the maharathi attacked them together........torturerd them......and killed them........they were stabbed again and again dau
Saying she started crying
Dau:- Gandharaj!!!!
Ishwari:- sahdev killed him today......dau I didn't broke your promise dau.......I stood strong supporting arya.......dau you know papa was here
Balram:- how Ishwari?
Ishwari:- he said me that you will come....I was waiting for you dau....
saying hugged him and continued crying
Balram:- Ishwari enough now.....you will fall sick
Ishwari:- no dau....let me
Arjun moved ahead to her but Krishna stopped him
Ishwari:- what wrong I have done dau that I lost him again....dau I never said anything when I lost my first child....but now I lost them both also.....dau I was hurt a lot when I was insulted in the rajsuya.....maharaj drupad cursed me that time I felt like I have lost everything.....I was feeling like my all relations are only on the based of my personal greed and jealousy.....in the duyt when they accused me and insulted me, it made me question my self, I was doubting my self dau.....but then also I was silent dau.....the face of gandharaj makes me remind that and then....when I was away from arya it made me question that is my love true that it needs separation and now I lost my sons......am I a bad mother dau that I don't deserve to have the bliss of that.....dau I have lost everything dau....

Balram:- bas!! now every thing is over all the people who were against you are dead....now be quiet Ishwari...come with me its raining outside
Ishwari:- but that dau my sons all went....the wound which can never be healed....you go I want to sit here
Balram:- no you come with me
Ishwari:- no dau
Arjun:- dau i will be with her you go and meet subhadra, charu and Ira
Krishna:- yes dau let her be alone
balram and Krishna went from their

Arjun went to her and hugged her
Arjun:- I am sorry Ishwari....I could never
Ishwari:- no Arjun.....I have only stopped you always.......you know papa was saying that you are a very nice person and I could never anyone like you ever.....he said that his Ishu is changed
Saying she started crying again
Arjun:- situation has changed you.....don't worry.....he will never be angry on you and now you promise me you will not leave me
Ishwari:- we are one only so their is no need of this promise and I cannot live without you know.....I can't bear the pain of losing anyone now
Arjun:- Ishwari you knew who is madhav?
Ishwari:- yes, i am his devotee, papa was saying I am lucky to be his sister.......Arjun I don't want to face anything more.......I want to go from here soon, I always remember seeing the pyres of my sons and them lying lifeless in front of me.....I don't want to live here......Arjun I lost all happiness
Arjun:- Ishwari you only say this that you don't care what the people say then why are you now saying this......remember this......I love you and you are my life
saying he wiped her tears.
Arjun:- Ishwari you will get fever if you don't come inside.....see you are shivering due to cold come inside
saying he took her inside the tent.

Meanwhile the pandavas were welcomed by their daughter-in-laws and they went to their tents, after sometime they all gathered in their common tent. and they all are discussing few things
sahadev:- tomorrow we all shall have a ganga bath to get rid of all our sins,
draupadi:-i will accompany u ,
Ishwari:- i will also come with you all
Sutasom:- but you both didn't participate in war then,
arjun:- your mothers didn't just lift the weapons , we lifted weapons but the strength was of them,
yudishtir:- panchali, Ishwari, lets go kaurava's side soldiers are ready to surrender and we are waiting for you,
draupadi:- my heart is not in peace and so i wish to stay with my sons,
bheem:-the war is ended and your sons are safe,
yudishtir:- queen has to be present so lets go then we have to be with our sons only,
draupadi:- ok
Ishwari:- bhrata i am not coming, I not am feeling to come with you all, please and I am worried for them four also
Vijay:- Rajkumari don't worry I am their
Ishwari:- Vijay!!,but
Vijay:- My mitr left but I shall protect his brothers till last breath
Prativindhya:- see mata now don't worry, Vijay will sleep in our tent only
Vijay:- As you say rajkumar...I will sleep in your tent.
aadhik:- Ma don't worry i will be awake till you all return
Ishwari:- yes
Arjun:- Ishwari you are coming with me
she agreed and went with pandavas

ashvathama proceeds to the tents which is supposed to be pandanva's tent while going he kills the people in  middle also aadhik , drishtdyum stops him
Drishtdyum:- i thought kauravas must have learned their lessons
but ashvathama listens to no word and beheads drishtdyum.
Draupadi walking with pandavas starts running back to the tents of her sons, ashvathama goes to draupadi's sons tent thinking it is pandavas tent as their are five beds four of kids and one of vijay a little away from them near the entrance but ashwathama doesn't think about it and begins to kill each son of draupadi and vijay who are fast asleep thinking those are pandavas as there is no light in tent,
draupadi runs to tent and when she reaches there she sees ashvathama with two swords with blood all over it,
ashvathama:- drupad kanya see what i have done i have killed all 4 of your husbands and Arjun also, now they will go in hell and wait for you and that yadav kanya
ashvathama walks away draupadi looks at her sons who are no more alive.

The pandavas and Ishwari enter the tent and are shocked to see their sons dead.
Ashvathama goes to duryodhan and shows him the swords with blood, duryodhan says friend you have given peace to me and satisfied my soul and closes his eyes . draupadi sees someone burn me as well i cant see my sons laying dead in front of me,
subhadra and Ishwari tries to console heart broken draupadi, draupadi says i first lost my Aarav and abhimanyu then ghatotkach and now lost my five sons as well,
subhadra says keep calm sister don't loose your calm,
ishwari:- putr why you left me am i so bad??
she said while looking at him blankly 
bheem says ashvathama i will not leave u ,
arjun says i will punish ashvathama, i never thought fighting for dharma i will have to loose all kids,
pandavas get up and walk to punish ashvathama. Ashvathama during duryodhans funeral says i have fulfilled your last wish and according to sayings one who dies with his last wish fulfilled goes to heaven and i am sure you will be happily live in heaven, ashvathama turns and is shocked to see five pandavas walking towards him

Ira come outside and calls subhadra and Ishwari, they both rush inside to charumati and uttara
Charumati:- mata I am feeling very different today
Uttara:- yes mata me too.....I am sacred mata
Charumati:- you be with us
They both make their putrvadhu's sleep on the bed and keeps their head on their lap caressing their hairs
Charumati:- maa....you hands are much warm today why?
Ishwari:- nothing putri i was outside in the rain so....now you both sleep
she was silent for all but inside her heart everything was going on......aadhik......her beloved.....
maybe aarav was the eldest but aadhik was her beloved

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