They can't save us [MxM] [MPREG]

Chapter 12- ⚠️Trigger warning

⚠️Contains potentially triggering topics
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Ji Hoon's pov

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FLASHBACKS

Kyung Ho's military service discharge day - 3 years ago

Has it ever happened to you? You grew up alone, so very little scares you, you'd have long finished the things to count if you were to count one for every time you swallowed the fear back imagining it to be a scary looking pill, then just like life had wanted it, you find yourself in a specific situation that alone wouldn't make you feel absolutely terrified, but because you had felt yourself to be doing great recently, to have less nightmares, to have lost your comfort object, you feel yourself falling those stairs mentally.

During our school days, especially in the lower grades, a critical part of the non existent (PG 13) standard sexual education classes was teaching students about omegas and alphas and how they came to present. Despite sex and secondary gender being a bit of a taboo in schools, with the years progressing more and more betas presented as alphas or omega (even in their adult age), this prompted the minimalistic education about the essentials. Number one on that infamous list was how to know you were presenting, the first clue was about the sudden sensibility, then cramping, then the arousal with slick and/or an erection, the itch coming from the scent glands, the sweating and nausea, we were instructed to run to the nearest P.P control room or seek help in our school infirmary. Running was never something we should be doing as it could have triggered the animalistic instinct of alphas, who'd eventually catch on the presenting omega and sexually assault them, I had called it bullshit, since it was also animal instinct to court and seek consent among animals, there was no discipline being taught to alphas as to control such impulses. Worst case scenarios was an omega newly presented or not aware of their heat being raped and bonded to the alpha that had attacked them.

Across Europe such omegas would be sent in specific institutions under the control of the church in most cases, since 87 % of such encounters ended up in pregnancy, the children resulting from such affair would be left to die, without their omega's parent milk and pheromones, their deaths written off as accidents or infective diseases, in the rare event that these children survived they were given up for adoption. In Italy was quite normal for the rapist to marry the victim, in the middle eastern countries, according to the islamic law victims could kill the perpetrator, which I found relieving, in asian countries it was a mix of everything, pretend like nothing happened, raise the child as they are seen a gift of god, abandon the child when it's old enough to survive, send the child away, sue the rapist and so on, the main goal though was to keep face, not to be disgraced, or just to survive it.

In the middle of such dispute stood betas, who sometimes had a minority complex against alphas, or were often compelled to view matters like the one above, (since alphas were almost always their bosses or ranked superior at some things) they as middle ground usually failed to admit the plight of their omegas counterparts, perpetuating discrimination and bias. Truth to be told not all alphas were strong, handsome and specially smart, some were average looking people, from their perspective but that's beside the point.

The sudden acquired sensitivity hit me gradually, my surroundings ceased to be perceived in a pheromones blind way, once the adrenaline wore off, the nausea took over, but I having nothing to puke, I simply hunched over as someone had punched me in the stomach, it was one of the most atrocious sensation.

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My eyes met Kyung Ho's, I felt him, before I had seen him, tension snapping in less than a millisecond my brain linked everything that I had been feeling: the slick gushing out of my butt, my puddled mind, the crazy sweating, and his alpha's pheromones smelling so sweet and alluring, I instantly jumped for the exit of the house, but before long the door had been barricaded and my body yanked off the floor, a Kyung with blodhotted eyes, twitching muscles and agape mouth lifted me emitting a throaty growl,