Ares pov
(mature content this chapter)
I hear someone cough interrupting us i turn to see it is Layla her mouth mouth is open due to shock. Rhea then excuses herself leaving me and I start to feel cold all of a sudden.
Layla then comes to me looking mad at me, "Bro were you about to kiss Rhea please tell me you weren't going to kiss Rhea?" Layla asks
I look away from her because the truth is I wanted to kiss her as it felt so right in the moment but yet so wrong. I don't know what I'm feeling but I know with her I feel so much more, she makes me feel like a shy boy who has a crush all over again and I hate it because that's how I'm supposed to be with Kylie but with Kylie, i feel empty.
"Bro tell me right now where you fucking going to kiss Rhea !?" Layla asks in anger.
"Yes I was going to fucking kiss her okay!" I say ugh why is my life so fucked up.
"Ares you are my brother and as a sister, I got to inform you where you wrong as you can't be kissing Rhea when you have a fucking finance!" Layla shouts at me.
"You think I don't know that trust me I do but I was caught up in a moment!" I shout.
"A moment that will cost you to lose Rhea as a friend," Layla says
I look at her feeling helpless as the girl I just considered my friend I'm falling for. I don't know what to do anymore.
"You need to figure your shit out as it's not only going to hurt you but it's going to hurt Rhea and it's going to affect all of us again," Layla says leaving me.
I then punch the wall why do I fucking have to ruin everything. I finally started working on my friendship with Rhea and I'm fucking it up now.
I then go back inside to look for Rhea to see she is leaning on Jasper's shoulder and I can't fucking take it but again she is not mine for the taking. I then go back to the table to sit next to her. I then look at her as she tries to avoid any source of eye contact with me.
"Can we talk for a few seconds please" I whisper she then shakes her indicating to me no. I then take my hand and pull outside opening my car door and pushing her she tried to fight me off like I said.
"What the fuck are you doing Ares are you fucking mad?" she asks me looking shocked at my tactics.
She then takes the phone trying to message someone and I smile she is cute thinking she can escape me and I arrive at my penthouse. Kylie said she won't be home tonight and for some reason, I didn't care.
I then pull into my elevator and we arrive at my penthouse i then lose my grip on her.
Rhea pov
"Ares why am I at your Penthouse?" I ask as look at the view it's beautiful but I got to go.
"Cause I wanted you here," he says and pours him a glass of scotch he then asks me if I want one and I decline.
"Ares I need to go I can't be here," I say as this is Kylie's home and she would not like it that I'm here.
He then walks towards me and starts to kiss my neck, why is he doing this I ask myself He nibbles on my shoulder as he kisses it, "Ares what are you doing is wrong" I say
He then whispers in my ear, "But it feels so right" he says as he trails kisses down my chess over my clothes.
He then pushes me on the couch in his dining room and starts sucking on my neck and I moan as this feels good. He then lifts my lehenga top and kisses me on my breast and then he tries to unclip my bra but I stop as this is wrong.
"Ares I'm not having sex with you so you can leave me like some whore tomorrow this is wrong," I say and put my lehenga top on.
"Do you think I consider you as some whore Rhea I would never consider you that, you more than some whore to me" he says
"Your actions are proving otherwise by bringing me to your penthouse wanting to probably get a good fuck" I say getting mad.
"No Rhea that is not fucking true let me tell you the fucking truth then I'm starting to feel something for you and when I'm with you I don't know how to act anymore around. These few days with you made me feel things it was since Malibu I started to feel things" he says truthfully.
"What fucking changed now don't you see me as your friend anymore because from what I remembered you just saw me as your friend years ago," I say as I'm hurt.
"A lot of things changed Rhea you changed I know I said haven't changed but the truth is I did and I don't know if I even like how I am these days," he says.
"Yes you fucking changed and let me tell you if you think you can treat me as your whore then I'm sorry to burst your bubble I'm no one's whore" I say.
Ares then throws his glass against the wall and shouts, "Fuck!"
I just look at him he then comes to me pulling me towards me and says, "Tell me right now you don't feel the same way?" he asks me.
"Ares if I had to say i l felt the same way for you would you leave Kylie for me i mean I can clearly see you are not happy," I say.
He then lets go of me and sits down thinking of what I said.
"Yeah, that's what I thought i can forget this ever happened. I will remain your friend but only after you get your shit together as you are not in the right frame of mind" I say.
I leave him why do I do this to myself? I hate how bent my morals yet again and I'm disgusted with myself.
I then see Jasper pulling up with my car i hug him as I need it, "Cupcake what's wrong ?" he asks me
"Do you think I'm a horrible person Jasper why am I this way?" I ask him feeling tears pour out of my eyes.
"No why would you think that?" he asks me looking confusedly at me.
"It's nothing," I say I don't want him to know what happened.
"Is it that Ares Rhea if it's him I swear to god I will.." he says not finishing the sentence as I hug him again.
We then both get into my car driving back to my apartment.
I then shower my mind goes back to the way he kissed me on my neck it left a hickey on me making me feel more disgusted with myself.
Once I'm done in my pajamas I hear a knock on my room door i see it's Jasper bringing in food.
"I made sure to tell your aunt to pack in lots of food for me and I thought you could eat something," he says giving me the food.
I smile at him," Is Casper finally sharing food with me" I say.
"Yeah but don't get used to it I only give food when I want to give food," he says making me chuckle.
I then eat the food feeling a lot better now thanks to Jasper.
He then leaves me wishing me goodnight by kissing me on my forehead.
I then get a message from Ares saying he is sorry I then message it's okay.
Sometimes it is a lot easier not hating on people than hating on a person forever.
I then drift off to sleep.
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