Sukoon Mily [ Short Story Series ]

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 [ Chp1]..

First rule of love is to let your lover be happy ,to be happy in your lovers happiness to be happy in their wishes even when their wish is your disappearance ,I think it's the
Hurain atif:
I opened my eyes on my usual routine
In the morning before Fajr,
As i opened my eyes I sat up on my bed and stretched the stiffness out of me ,then I left the bed to do wuzu ,
After that I came inside my room ,opened the windows ,it's the start of the summer ,the cold and hot breeze of the morning touchs my skin as I set the prayer mat ,
After my tahajjud I always sit and recite the holy Quran while I wait for Fajr ,which I did so today too
After my Fajr I went to make the break fast for myself, and I also wanted to look for mama ,
We have a small house I live on the upper area with my mother,father and grandmother ,my uncles and aunties live on the down floor,
I went out side to the kitchen and made my self a quick breakfast then I went to my mothers room entered before knocking and acknowledging my mother's voice as she said come in Hoor ,Its my habit to look for her before my break fast I can't have my breakfast either way,
"Ami assallamualai kum kaisi hai ap"
"walaikum Assalam teek hun bachy ap kaisi ho meri jaan"
"Teek"
Today was strange I had a strange block on my heart and then me talking to my mother with love ,I like to tease her and I like to talk to her like buddies but today we really lookike a pair of mother and daughter ,I smiled ,
"Kiya howa "
"kuch nhi bs mai soch rahi thi itna pyar kab se "
"pagal larki tumhe kiya pata kitna pyar karti hun mai tum se ,aour kitna shukar ada karti hun ALLAH SWT ka k mujhe tumhare jesi nek aulad mili ,ek ad bar ghussa karlo to itna bura q mana leti ho"
"Haye Haye amma ek addd bar ,ap tho pyar ka iqrar karte waqt bhi khasa lar rahi hai mere sath ,soch len ek do bar nhi 100 bar din mai larti ho gi "
"ya allah ye kaisi aulad ata ki hai maa se bat karne ki tamez kaha is larki ko ,our sun lo hurain mai jo b kehti tumhare bhale k lia kehti hun acha ,"
"hahaha mama maii tho mazaak kar rahi thi " I went to hug her ,in our family every one hates physical touch ,except me I heal quickly when I hug ,
My mother said nothing unfortunately she hugged me today ,which was very out of character of her and for me it was almost new ,but I stayed silent ,
It was the first time in my life my mother let me hug her ,
And I enjoyed this first time not knowing what will be my future,

We were in the car my mother was with me and we had a plan for shopping ,when we passed through a big villa ,my mother exclaimed
"hoor ye imarat deek rahi ho hoor ye log tumhara hath mangne aye thy ,jisko tum ne mana kiya tha ye vo hai"
She told reminded me our past conversation
"tumhare liya bohot acha rishta aya hai hoor "
"G"
"G ka kiya matlb hoor btao agar razi ho "
"ami mai tho janti bhi nahi hun ap kis ki baat kar rahi hai "
My mother was shocked as maybe she expected me to say that I agree with you but it is my lawfully and religious right to know about the person I am about to marry so I shrugged her expressions off me ,
"tum kiya janna chahti ho ,log ameer gharane k hai larka padha likha hai "
"ami log ameer hai Tho kiya howa "
"hoor saf saf btao kiya chahti ho "
"ami mai abhi shadi nahi karna chahti "
"hoor kiya baat howi ye bhala janti Tho ho tum aisy rishty nhi milty itni asani se opar se mai hamesha bemar rehti hun kal ko mai mar gae tho kon karvai ga tumhari shadi hn cough... Cough "
"ami ye kaisi baaten kr rahi hai app ,"
I said and stormed of the room,
Present:
"Khasy ameer nazar aarahy hai allah naseeb kary inko "
"ameen"
We went home ,the tug on my heart was intensifying with the passing time , I felt my heart sinking more at the time of Esha[night prayer],
I felt horrible at the time ,I was so in pain and I didn't even knew the reason ,
My soul knew something I didn't ,
I was having strange thoughts and my heart was beating fast ,I held my hand on my heart just make it easy but nothing worked ,
I went to check on my mother as she last complained of having a headache ,
I knocked on the door and didn't waited for her to response my knock on the door was very slow as I did not wanted her to wake up from her sleep ,
Because sometimes her headache becomes severe when she wakes up from her sleep in between ,
I opened the door to find my mother on the bed ,she was sleeping ,
I looked at her for a little too long and then left the room ,
I went to my grandmother room asking her if she needs anything ,
Mostly my grandma do all her chores alone she doesn't like when someone help her , she as usual denied said she need nothing ,and went to pray ,
I came out of her room to find phupo in front of me ,
"Allah Allah phupo aj chand kidar se nikal aya "
"Haye hurain meri jaan ,chand asman se hi nikla hai ,zameen se nhi fikar mat karo " this was a very uncertain joke ,
Which we laughed on ,
I clicked with my phupo very much I don't have any friends further more ,I have just finished my university ,
But during my study in school ,collage and universities I never ever made friends ,at a point I wanted to make some but I have my mama and baba so I don't actually need anyone else ,
"hn mama ,baba kaise hai hoor k "
She asked "teek hai sab ,"
She looked at me ,from my head to toe and said "bas kar do larki ,ma baap ka pecha chor do ,shadi kar lo bodi ho gao gi aise tho"
"nhi hoti mai bodhi ho jae gi bohot jald meri shadi ap tension na len ap hi mere liya phir ro rahi hongi "
"allah mai q rone lagi tumhare lia larki,mai to.." she was cut of by a call ,
I said "acha ap apne miya se baat kary mai ami ko utha kar ati hun ,take vo namaz padh ley ,
I went towards the door ,didn't bothered to knock ,as I knew she was sleeping ,I entered and walked towards bed I called her softly ,"Mama uth jaen "
She didn't responded as which was odd ,she wakes up on slightest sounds usually , I checked her face and hands which were getting cold ,I thought maybe it's because of the weather ,
I tapped her shoulder calling her again , "ami namaz pad le"
But when I still got no response ,my hand instantly dropped under my mother's nose ,which was dry ,there was no sign of inhalation and exhalation ,my heart dropped and my feet was now powerless unable to hold me up ,make me stand ,at this point I was sitting on the floor ,holding my mother's hand ,
I thought to my self ,she was created by Allah SWT AND now she is back to wear she belonged ,who am I to cry over this ,who am I !
"ami mai nahi rongi ,ap fikar na karen mai nhi rongi mai strong hon mama ,dekh lena app , amii mujhe lag raha hai ye mazak hai ,ap uth jaengi .. Hai na ,Nahi nhi mai aise nahi bol sakti ya ALLAH maaf kar den ,wo apki makhlooq thi ,apki ibadat karti thi ,apke pass a gai ,moth tho sab ko ani hai mai q ,iska yaqeen na karo ,ye tho munafiq b nhi kehte Hurain ,
Astaghfirullah ! Ya allah maf kar den ,
" she was now silent nor knowing what to do or to say,
"ami aj pehli baar apki baiti ko ,kuch bolna nahi araha hai ,aj apki baiti chup hai ,usko koi alfaz nhi mil rahy kehne ko"
I stopped talking as the tears were threatening to come out ,
I just stayed there holding her hand ,resting my head on her shoulder ,
The door opened ,phupo stepped in and asked what happened not in the position to say anything I stayed quite and she rushed towards the bed ,
Checking my mother , at the realization she panicked and a shout left her mouth I looked up at her ,as she grabbed her phone with shaky hands ,telling me it's okay and I will call your father,
"don't tell him "three words left my mouth as I sat back in that very position ,
Kissing my mother's forehead ,
She called several times but no one picked the call ,when in the end she called her husband and told him the situation and went outside as my grandmother was now asking what happened ,
I stood up to do my esha prayer ,still staying in my mother's room ,
When I finished my dua and azkar which took alote of time I went out to check if anyone reached to my father or not ,just to find my phupo sitting blankly on the couch her phone laying beside her tears rolling down her cheeks ,the ringing of her phone filled the air ,but she was still not picking it up,I went forward ,took the phone and clicked the green button ,
"Assalam wa alaikum "
"Walaikum Assalam
Atif khanzada ka accident ho gaya hai ",
"Mere abba ka accident ! "
"Hurain beta phupho ko do vo kahan hai , "
"Nahi uncle bolen kiya howa hai unhe "
"K..kuch nhi howa beta unko ,"
"Uncle sach btaen please ,"
"Vo beta pehle bhait jao, "
"G "
"Unki accident mai sans nikal gayi thi
Hospital pohuncha ya hai abhi "
I was now in haze the phone slipped through my hands as I landed soulless on the floor ,my world shattered ,
The memories of us ran through my mind,my vision got blurry I heard more noises around ,after a while someone helped me up and made me sit on the couch ,they gave me water salt ,sugar,
They did whatever they could but my mind was now not working ,
I was broken ,the only frndz and family I had were gone
I was alone ,
at this thought my brain
Denied it was and is like a test ,which I have to pass the world is a test this life is a test ,
these relationships are given to me by ALLAH SWT how can I say I am alone ,
when I have a creator who loves me 70 times more then my mother do
,and I have not experienced being a mother but I have seen the love of a mother ,
the look a mother who loves her child dearly ,
how can I be so selfish ,How can I think I am alone ,
Astaghfirullah! Astaghfirullah Astaghfirullah !
I inhaled and exhaled heavily as I opened my eyes slowly everything was still hazy and blurry ,but I stood up ,
Saying
"ami kahan hai ,abu aye hai kiya ,janaza kab hai " these three sentences ,
SOME one held me and leaded me to the down floor ,I looked up to the two most important people of my life lying there lifeless , It clenched my heart ,
I slowly descended the stairs and wrapped the dupatta on my head ,I asked the time it was now nearly the time of Fajr ,
I went to do my wuzu after which I picked my prayer mat and holy Quran ,
I came back to where my parents were , I recited the quran after my tahajud and then prayed my Fajr ,after which I sat my father side ,
"baba mai ami ko bol chuki hun nahi rongi ,apko b tasali dene ai hun ,
Apki baiti kamzor nhi hai ,
Allah SWT hai na ,
Our han mai ap dono se nhi naraz hun ,
Ap ko kiya laga mai naraz ho jaongi ,
Nhi tho mai tho bs yahi kahoon gi jo mere rab ka tha vo uske pas wapas chala gaya ,
ami baba mai apko miss karongi bohot ziada , apko mai bholo gi nhi fikr na karen mai apke liye har saal zikr azkar or quran pak ki tilawat karoongi ,
Apke lia jannat ki dua karongi inshallah ap se mulakat jannat mai hogi inshallah ,insha Allah [innalillahi wa innalillahi rajghon ],"
I sat back and started to recite the holy Quran ,
My family was silent and maybe they were in their rooms ,phupo went to look after dadi and I am here ,with my parents
Every thing happened so fast that ,I was left with a hazy mind and disturbing thoughts ,
Now was the time to say good bye to even the bodies my heart screamed to not let them go ,
To beg allah SWT to just give them back to me this once just last time ,but my mind said that this is the test don't shatter ,maybe there is a gift waiting for you just wait ,
My parents were the biggest gift I ever had ,what else can be gifted to me ,
What else is there ,
What else is more pure then the relationship a single daughter with her parents,

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I don't know right now what's happening ,

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بے بس ہو کل کے حال سے
رب چاھے تو لے کے بھی کچھ دے ہی دیتا ہے
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I literally cried writing this scene I hope it's worth something ,🙂....