Sukoon Mily [ Short Story Series ]

HARF-E-INAYAT P13 "END"

"What!!?"
"nonono No I mean not that "
"not what inara "
hunain said in a confused tone but I definitely saw him smirk ,was it an illusion ,
" I..I meant to say I m.. mean I " I ran out of words because just now I sounded awful I mean anyone can get the wrong Idea ,
I paused to think then said in almost whisper ,"I was not talking about ,wht husband and wife do at night"
Wait what did I just say ,No no ahhhhhhhhhh it's a shame ,
Mis Inara where is your confidence that's so unclear there are some words used for that but that sounds vulg*r ,
I have already spilled the beans ,
forget it no matter what the word is it's meaning is the same and actually I am not afraid of the word but the meaning ,
"so you don't want to sleep "
"yeah I ummm " he cut my sentence and said
"um then what do a husband and wife do at night other then sleeping" why do I feel like I m dumb and hes playing with me ,
"what I actually mean to say was that I actually want to just sleep and nothing more ,"
"oh ,but isn't it something obvious ,you were in such a hurry I thought you had something important to say "
Clap at my brain clap at my brilliantly [kharab]mind clap for me just do it I am so delusional ,
"yeah I did it's very important to me , a Are you okay, I, um mean after seeing, me with Zaviar bhai :' he just wanted to clear things up ,and that's all'
Are you angry at me "
"hey ,angel I trust you ,I love the way you take notes of every thing ,and response reflexively to it ,but you need to know that I trust you "
He hugged me and inhaled saying ,
"alhamdulillah I have had what I wanted ya allah ,accept my thankfulness "
He then stepped back and said
"but you didn't cleared one thing to me "
I frowned questioning him 'what'
"about the thing that husband and wife do at night ,I mean I want to know too ,you know what if I am lacking some of the knowledge here and what if it the thing your talking about is important for husband and wife to do " he said still giving me a honest smile ,but I doubt his honesty,
"it's nothing you should know about ,"
"reallyy ,but i want to know about it "
"wel it's not important for you to know "
"How is it not important when we both are involved"
"Hunain "I said with a very sweet tone
"G jaan e hunain /yes my life or yes life of hunain ,"
"Agr ap ghusa nhi hai tho jagah den mujhe kapde change karne hai /if you are not angry then give me some space ,I want to go change clothes "

"I am not letting you go anywhere unless you explain it or just clear it up for me to understand, so tell me ,what does a husband and wife do that you don't want to do right now,"
I gulped the lump in my throat,
"Its just that, I said taking a deep breath ,then continuing I am scared of that" I said with a trembling breath ,
"of what ?!!" he exclaimed
"Mujhe nhi batana / i don't wanna say it"
saying that I pushed him while sneaking a glance at his face for a mili second which was shocked I rushed to the dressing room,
And in the other sec I heard a big laughter ,he was shocked maybe because my aura and personality around him is now totally changed and I m shy and meek ,which I was not before maybe he expected me to give him a direct answer but expect that I will become shy , he was still laughing loudly at which I smiled because the cause of the laughter was worth it ,at that time I felt happy to hear him laugh , even if what I said was lame hearing his laughter made it worth being lame for ,
I changed my clothes into a comfy rug long coat, with pj's underneath and removed my makeup ,
Took a selfie and got myself mentally prepared for the upcoming encounter ,