He looked at me
Like I was beautiful
Like I meant something
Like I was more than the pain I'd endured.
I didn't understand why
I just knew he made me feel like I wasn't alone
I've never met someone like that before.
Someone so nice,
So welcoming,
So sweet,
What a kind soul...
His mind feels like home and his smile is so pure
He makes the darkness that engulfed me years ago slowly fade overtime.
Little did I know that he'd become that darkness sooner or later
What a stupid move.
Becoming attached to someone I thought was home
I called him my home
And I've been stripped of my peace
Of my happiness
For the last time.
I hope he knows he took everything from me
My love
Mi amor
Моя любовь
Meine Liebe
私の愛
Mo grá
My peace and my happiness.
That pure heart that was once whole
Now broken in pieces.
And im left to pick up the scraps.
For the last time I endure this again
I don't want to hold on any longer
I want to go cold
Detach myself from this forsaken world.
But I can't.
Not yet.
What'll my sister think?
If I left so soon?
What'll my dog think?
If his owner never comes home?
What'll my brother think?
If his oldest sister never gave him another hug?
What'll my friends think?
Knowing I gave in?
What'll my teachers think?
Living with the guilt one of their students died?
What'll Enzo, Kairi, or Ian think?
When I die and I couldn't be there for them?
These are all thoughts keeping me here
Keeping me with them.
