White Collar Sex

chapter fourteen

"I swear he doesn't deserve you, or a single drop of tear from your precious eyes" Jake said crying to console me.

I have been bawling my eyes out since last night, I had no other person thank Jake so I had to call me. He has been the one consoling me since, I have been so helpless.

"I thought he liked me, he told me he wanted to be my lover" I cried the more "that idiot was fucking his sister's two friends on same bed" I continued wailing

"He's pussy, I wish I could just go and Slap him" Jake clenched his teeth, he looked so sorry for me, or whoever but I just wanted it to be me.

"You know___ I made friends and let them slip away, don't I deserve to be happy?" I asked retorically

All through that day I cried, Jake never left my side, even when his momma kept calling him, he told her he went to meet his male friends

"Good morning cry baby" he teased, as he woke me up. I cried opening my eyes but they were so heavy, I slept so late

"Who are you!" I jumped up, it's been long I had someone in my apartment, since Larry and I stopped being close

"Hey!" He jumped also, trying to avoid my attack "it's Jake"

"Jake?" I looked at him again, oh Jake! "How did you get in___ oh I remember" I said recalling everything, it's been two days but it's still fresh

"I shouldn't get a security dog, since I have an aggressive Chihuahua already" he mocked me, causing both of us to laugh

"At least my mom ain't calling my phone every minute" I fired back playfully

"You're crazy" he laughed so hard, I was glad he didn't take it seriously regarding the back story

"I'm so hungry" I pouted

"That's because you refused to eat something yesterday, but because I'm an angel I am willing to get you anything you want" I tries to wink which he fails woefully

"I would kill myself if I can't do a simple thing as winking" I said again and he let out another round of laughter

"I know how to do other things though" he smirks

"Don't even go there, you and I know you aren't even zero point one there" I let him know

"You evil girl" he laughs again "how can you even rate me that low, by the way I wasn't talking about that, now get ready let's go get food"

"Okay mummy's boy" I said getting up, "urghhh, I hate this world" I yell out as I make my way to the bathroom.

I let the water run down from my hair to my toes, as the memories wash over me again, I started crying, I tried stopping it but I couldn't "I wish I didn't do it, I wish" I said to myself

"Are you okay?!" Jake called from the kitchen, which brought me back to reality

"Yeah" I said but my voice betrayed me, fuck

"Don't tell me you are crying again?" He asked, he was close by

"No I'm not" I defended, my voice breaking

"You are done, come out lets go" he sounded so commanding, it was so contrasting, a mummy's boy and a commander

I quickly dried up myself and walked inside my bedroom, I hated what reflected in the mirror, my face was so bloated my eyes were swollen and red. I wore my sweat shirt which which was way longer than my hands, and my pants, I was still looking at the mirror when Jake came inside

"Your eyes?" He asked, noticing my continued stare at the mirror

"Yes, I can't go out like this, I'm so ugly" I said

"My mom always had those, she uses cold compress, I can help you" he said and goes towards the kitchen, he came back in a jiffy with coffee and ice. He gave me the coffee to drink while he helped with my eyes

It helped a little, because it did reduce. After I had my coffee we bought went out to get food.

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"You look so good on those" I laughed rolling on my bed, Jake was trying out one of my dress. "I would smash" I added

"I know I look hot" he joked trying to twerk

"Ass so strong as brick" I said laughed at him.

Jake and I have really became close, we visited everytime, I've also gone to his, though his mom wasn't at home. I haven't spoken to my friends for almost three weeks, we have grown so distance. I have missed Phoebe so much!

He pulled the dress and came to sit with me on the bed, noticing my change of mood

"You said you can sing, didn't you?" He asked out the blue

"Yes I can" I answered resting my head on his shoulder

"I doubt"

"Don't try me"I bragged

"Do it, while I record you, if truly you can sing" he said bring out his phone to record me while I sat up to sing "3 2 1 go!" He said, and I started.

It started like a joke, but soon I was filled with passion, I sang out for the first time, to someone not just someone but who was ready to listen. I let everything in me come out, and when I was done I felt so refreshed, opened my eyes to see a stunned Jake, his mouth opened

"Why aren't you selling albums" he finally said after I have waited two minutes

"Would you buy?"

"I would also buy you, goodness gracious! You are a gem, that voice shouldn't just stay in. I thought an angel was singing" he continued showering me with iconiums

"I'm exhausted, can we go get something please" I pouted

"I'm doing it just because you sang so well" he said lifting me up, and walking straight outside

We got in his car, and the idiot connected what I just sang to his car

"Have you had a girlfriend before" I asked trying to remove his attention from the music and save myself from the embarrassment

"Nope, my do you ask?" He said still concentrating on the music

"Can you stop the music please, I'm red" I finally said, and he let out a loud laugh, and increased the volume

"I'm sorry, but I need the whole world to hear this" he said and continued his drive singing along

I hate him!

We finished getting what I wanted before he dropped me off, and then went home.

It's been a month since I last talked to my friends, I haven't work for over a month because I couldn't watch Phoebe around me, after everything, I must have been sack, I really needed to start work again, my dad's treatment was my top most priority.

"Do you think Phoebe would be happy to see again, I want to talk to her" I sat on the bed with Jake

"No, I think she would slap you, and you deserve it" he said

"What?"

"Yes, what were you expecting me to say, that she would tell apologize to you, and tell you you are a good friend"

"No, I know, but you shouldn't have said it like that"

"There is no need of hiding it from you, you are not a child, it been one month and you haven't talked to her"

He was right, I should have done better.

"So what do you suggest I do" I asked

"Go and talk to her, she deserves an apology from you and every other person. Especially you, and your job too" he said

"Do you think I still have a chance there, both Phoebe and my job"

"No"

"I hate you!" I said and walked away.

One of the friends I didn't want around was now the one closer to me.

Hey loves, this chapter is a bit tacky I just needed to update you guys, thank you so much for sticking around

Love jenessa 😍❤️