She didn't know when or how she fell for him, all she knew was she fell hard for a boy she barely knew. And it was true. She decided it was okay to not attend most of her 11th grade, she was basically an outsider amongst these people. Yet somehow this completely random boy had unknowingly caught her eye. She wouldn't tell him how she felt though. 'I don't want another bad experience.' she'd think.
Yet somehow fate played its game and under pressure from her best friend she confessed to him. She didn't know the outcome and expected the worst, his rejection, avoidance and her overthinking reached heights. 'Relax he told you to wait for a couple of days before his answer. You'll be fine.' she'd reassure herself. In her eyes he was the epitome of perfection and she knew she wouldn't be able to stop loving him no matter his answer. Though it'd be painful for her heart if he said no.
Five days later she got the reply to her confession. It was quite the shock for her when the boy of her dreams said yes and officially became hers. Although overjoyed, she couldn't stop thinking about all the mistakes she could make that could potentially destroy this newly formed relationship. Yet he was supportive and consoled her.
Their first kiss, oh she could never forget it. People were right when they said the first kiss feels magical and it feels as if fireworks are exploding. They had texted about all sorts of things yet she was quite shy when it came to the real life situation. She chickened out and ended up kissing his cheek and it was him who kissed her first. Butterflies erupted in her stomach, it felt like fireworks exploded around them.
But right now, pinned to the wall between his arms, his lips on hers, she felt at home and vowed to marry him for he was her safe haven and she knew she couldn't even think of leaving him, because as broken she was, he held her together, he was her glue, her everything.
Every misunderstanding was hard on her, she cried too easily, but she knew it was no better for him. She tries holding her tears but the dam just bursts and she's left helpless, without his warmth to calm her. Every argument between them breaks her heart into tiny pieces yet it’s his text that stitched the broken pieces together.
"I love you baby girl." The one sentence she loves the most. She loves hearing it from him and that one sentence has the power to turn her bad mood into a good one. She's like a puddle for him, no questions asked. She knows there's someone out there who's better than her and who deserves a perfect boy like him, but she's too attached.
Every time he doesn't see her texts or leaves her on seen, her heart jumps to her throat thinking of all the worst possible scenarios that could happen. All she needs is a little reassurance.
