Demoralized

Somber.

Another day of torture.

I can't wait to end this life once again on the rooftop.

I only hope Eraserhead doesn't see me there.

I'm such a burden.

I was normally walking to the class by the hallway before I saw Kaccha- bakugo.

Bakugo: "Pft... quirkless loser still alive."

Me: "Go away... kacchan."

Bakugo: "You think i will nerd? Look, you will never be a hero since your too pathetic to be one."

I mean he is true... even all might said that.

Me: "Kacchan... please."

Bakugo: "Before class start I better kick your ass for dreaming to be better than me."

Me: "I just... wanted to be like your kacchan... why can't I."

Bakugo: "Well, because your too useless to be someone like me."

He burned my shoulder and my arms.

It hurts. A lot.

Did I deserve all this?

I wish he'd stop, I just want to be like him.

He quickly ran away with his friends to the class since the class is starting soon while I was dreaming walking to the nurse office to get myself patched up.

Teacher: "Midoriya! Why are you late again? Are you too stupid that you forgotten where the school is and got lost?!"

The class laughed, I felt sorrowful.

The class kept on laughing at me, even the teacher.

I went back to the seat and the lesson started.

I laid my head on my desk... so tired.

When It's night... it's time for me to die.

And I'll have the time to rest forever.

Why am I living anyways.

<< Timeskip to lunch time>>

Bakugo: "Where's your lunch money, huh?"

Bakugo snatched my wallet and took out all the savings I had and burned them all into pieces.

I watched them all burned, and fladed away.

I silently cried since that was my only money and today was the day that I have rent to pay.

Bakugo: "Tch, crybaby."

His friends started to kick me and used their quirks on me.

I felt pain.

Super pain.

I guess I deserved this all this time.

All along.

I was bruised, burned by Bakugo and his friends.

No more place to stay.

Walking my way to the top of the rooftop.

Texting Eraserhead a goodbye letter forever.

【CHAT WITH ERASERHEAD】

Me: Eraserhead, when you see this, I am gone. Forever in your life.

Eraserhead saw this quickly, he probably was shocked, maybe he's on a control. I'm being dramatic, others have it worser then me and doesn't have anyone unlike me who can chat with Eraserhead the underground hero... I feel so guilty.

Maybe when I died, somebody who had it worser then me would have Eraserhead with them.

I smiled, looking at the deep dark sky, so beautiful.

I saw Eraserhead rushed to the building, looking at me.

I was at the edge of the building, looking at the stars.

Eraserhead: "KID! Don't! We can talk about this, right? What happened?!"

I turned to look at Eraserhead, with pity in his eyes.

I smiled.

Me: "The sunset is beautiful isn't it? The world would be better off me, I am not apart of this world at all."

Eraserhead: "Kid... Please, let's talk about this, alright? What made you turn into this..."

Eraserhead looked concerned, it doesn't matter much though.

He has a son, a husband. And who am I? A suicidal stranger he met.

I just wished I had a family.

I don't wanna be foilsick by him.

Me: "Eraserhead, just let me die in this cruel world."

Eraserhead: "Kid... Stay away from the edge."

He said it in an calm voice, not yelling or screaming or forcing me to. But just telling me to.

I didn't hear him, I pretended to be deaf.

I jumped. Once again.