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Thirty-Four

"I just wanted to know the backstory on this picture. I trust you with my life babygirl." She reassurers me

"I love you." I mutter then I stand on my tippy toes to kiss her

"I love you more, my love." She replies then she kisses my lips

"Come on baby, let's go to the studio to take your mind off this shit." I say softly

"Good idea." She rasps out then she kisses me once more

I quickly pull away then I walk into the bathroom. Once I enter the bathroom I look in the mirror and I push my messy blonde hair out of my face.

"Mommy!" I hear a loud squeal and the patter of feet getting closer to my bathroom

I divert my attention away from the mirror and onto the door to see my son standing at the door with his iPad in his hand.

"Yes my love?" I ask him

"Can I get some Robux?" He curiously asks me

"Yeah of course baby go ask your mama I'm busy right now" I explain to him before watching him nod and walk away

I smile softly then I turn around back to the mirror. I kind of feel like I need to switch up my look a little bit, maybe I should change my hair color. I'm kind of tired of this honey blonde hair plus it's almost wintertime so I want some color to match that vibe. I brush my hair into a messy bun, so it won't be in my face whilst I debate on rather, I want to do my makeup or not.

Megan loves me without makeup, and I think I look pretty good without makeup but I'm not sure if I want to go outside without any makeup today.

12:00 pm

"Why do I have to be here? I have places to be." Blue says softly while she holds her Dior bag in one hand and her iPhone in the other

"Girl where do you have to be?" Megan asks her

"Dance class" she replies before plopping down on the sofa of our studio

She places her bag onto her lap elegantly before adjusting her sunglasses, so they are fully covering her eyes. Once she fully adjusted her sunglasses, she places her small handbag on the table next to her then she diverts her attention back to her phone.

"Our driver is going to pick you up at two so you will be able to go to class with Nydia" Megan replies

"Okay mama" Blue says whilst looking down at her phone with her Apple headphones over her ears

"Bey you know the song I played you a few days ago?" Megan asks me as she puts her bag down next to Blue's

"Mhm..." I trail off while twirling around in Megan's spinning chair like a child that just discovered chairs

"You fuck with it?" She replies

"Hell yeah, it's so good." I respond as I fiddle with her pen

"I want it to be on our album." She says

"Hmm okay, so you want me to put down a verse?" I question

"Yeah." She nods

"Alright I already got something written so I'll try this verse to see if it works." I respond before placing her pen on the table and standing up