it's 2019, camila cabello is now a multi Grammy winner
pop singer, she left fifth harmony 2 years ago
she was depressed and broken
she starts her solo career with her debut song " Havana "
and it was a success
now she is known worldwide for her...
today is my last performance with the girls, it feels like yesterday when we first performed in the malls I will always love them
even if not by blood, they are my sisters they will always have a special place in my heart
I know this is a step forward to my freedom but is so hard, leaving the only thing I've known for the last almost five years is not easy
tomorrow I'm stepping into the unknown and the girls will not be there with me in this adventure
several hours later
backstage of the concert, sound check
I look myself at the mirror, and I don't recognise myself anymore, I have huge bags under my eyes, my hair is so messy my eyes look like I've been crying for days wich I have but the fans don't have to know that, I look like a skeleton. I barely have some skin left what have I done to myself?
thankfully it's nothing that makeup can't fix
I'm putting my costume, a wave of sadness suddenly comes, and I'm on the floor crying
but I have to pick myself up like nothing happened, like I always do it's nothing new
Once the dressing and make up part is done and I look somewhat decent it's time to do the sound check
I have to face the girls for the last time
I arrived there and normani hugged me ally was talking with will and lauren and dinah looked pissed as all hell I couldn't blame them
<< I love you mani>> I said slowly
<< I love you too mila >> normani said with a sad voice
then lucy arrived. She looked beautiful like an angel she went straight to Lauren whispering her something
then they kissed passionately,
I went up to them and I said << lucy I need to talk to you for 1 second in private >>
<< yea sure mila >> she said
<< what do you want to talk about mila >> lucy asked me
<< please promise me one day we will meet again lucy I love you so much I'm gonna miss you luce >> I'd said in one breath
<< mila you know I don't promise things I'm not 100% sure i'm not gonna keep but I will do my best to support everything you will do even from afar if one day we will meet again I think it's up to fate mila I love you too don't forget that >> lucy said
<< another thing don't forget me please >> i said
<< never in this lifetime I'm gonna forget you miss cabello I can promise you that much >> lucy said
<< what about lauren how is going your relationship? >>
<< honestly it's crumbling apart and I hate that after the forced coming out and the fifth harmony split up she is not the same, and all the hate is getting to ne you know our end is near I think but i will always love her >> lucy said
then we returned where the girls where
a few hours later
the concert was finished it was fantastic the fans were the only thing that kept me from crying
we are all a mess but especially lauren I think it finally hit her that I was leaving and lucy is there to cheer her up
a few minutes later
lucy comes back with a necklace
<< I have a gift for you mila, my grandma gave it to me and said that I should give this to a special person in my life and you are that person so you will never forget me okay?>> lucy said
I started to cry, she was so sweet how can I deserve an angel like her
<< please cami don't cry you look beautiful with a smile you are the sun remember that >> lucy said and she kissed me
her lips are so soft like clouds and taste like heaven, I don't want to let her go
a few hours later
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