Adopted By NBA YoungBoy 2: A Toxic World{An NBA YoungBoy Story}

Seventy One

Mariah Jones🥺

"And I didn't want to. But they held me down and took it like everybody else before them did. I felt so betrayed by Derek and Layla. I never looked at them the same after that and I'm assuming once the police report hit the computer, the home was notified and the social worker assigned to me came like 3 days later and took me." I said

"Mariah...."

I looked up at RJae and seen he had tears rolling down his face too.

"Why you never told us this before?" He asked

"Because I thought nobody would care. I was always made to feel like nobody would care and that nobody would want me after finding out I was quote, 'such a naughty girl'. I felt like a slut, like a really dirty slut and I still feel that way til' this day. I just feel so dirty every time I think about those events and I even started to blame myself when I got old enough to understand what was being done to me. I thought that maybe if I change up my clothes and stuff and wear big baggy clothes, they'd stop, but they didn't. It's like they say right through that and did it even more. Plus I always wanted to forget it. So I never really told too many people." I cried

"I'm so sorry that happened to you. I promise as long as I'm alive, nobody gon' ever fuck witchu' like that again. I promise twin." RJae spoke after wiping his tears away

"That's why I can't have kids." I said

"What?" RJae said

"The incident where Derek's friends gang raped me, I was raped so violently that I can't have kids. I always held onto hope and faith that one day I'd get pregnant but I can't. I act like I don't want kids, but I do. I want a family one day RJae and I can't have that because of them." I said

"Aww c-- Come on." RJae said as he put his head in his hands

It honestly felt so good to let all of that out. I've been holding those feelings in my whole life and it felt good to air that shit out.

"Why-- Bruh." RJae said as he started bouncing his leg while holding his face

"Please don't tell Kentrell, I don't want him to know or if he does find out, I wanna be the one to tell him." I said

"I'm not telling nobody that shit dawg, that's just so fucking evil man." RJae said as he stood up

I watched as he splashed some water in his face before taking some napkins and drying it off.

"This conversation stays here. You hear me?" I spoke

"I got you." RJae spoke before holding his pinky up for our little handshake

I didn't even want that, I wanted to hug him so I did and it was like he was hesitant for a second, but he eventually wrapped his arms around me.

"Thank you for not judging me." I said

"I'll never judge you girl. And I-- Aye, look at me." RJae said as he lifted my head up by my chin with two fingers

"I don't ever want you to feel like you did shit wrong. You ain't deserve that. Nobody does, so don't ever blame yourself for that shit again. You understand me?" RJae spoke

"Yeah." I sniffed

"Now hold yo head up queen. You got business to tend to." He spoke before flashing me a smile causing me to smile

"Thank you twin." I spoke

"You welcome." RJae spoke

I stepped back away from him and took some tissue to wipe away my tears and stuff first before washing my face up real quick then I dried it off before looking at myself in the mirror then I took a few deep breaths to relax myself. I cannot continue to let this stuff bother me. Like true, I'll never EVER get over that, but I can try a bit harder to move forward from it. I've finally vented to somebody about it and I'm happy about that because it's like a weight was lifted off of my body.

RJae🙏🏾

I stepped out of the bathroom as soon as I saw Mariah start taking deep breaths and shit. I guess she tryna get herself together or whatever, so I'mma let her have a few minutes to herself to do that.

"The hell y'all was doing? Y'all was in that bitch for about an hour." Rekk said

"Nigga no we wasn't." I frowned

"Y'all actually was." Brittany spoke

I pulled out my phone and looked at the time and sure enough, we had been in the bathroom for about an hour. Damn... Time flies when you either having fun or having deep conversations like the one Mariah and I just had.

"If you shorty chiropractor just say that." Don spoke

"The fuck you just say to me?" I frowned

"Woah, calm down bro. I'm just playing." Don chuckled

"Chill out man." Artist spoke

I went to my text messages and texted Brian to see if he had a record of every foster family and adoptive family that Mariah had. But of course I ain't say that shit in text, I just told him to call me and a few short minutes later, he did.

"Yeah buddy, what's up?"

"I need some info on somebody." I spoke

"Speak up, I can't hear you." Brian said

This nigga 'bout deaf as hell man, fuck. I got up and stepped into the hallway and checked my surroundings before I started talking to Brian.

"You think you could pull up a list of every foster family that Mariah stayed with? And any of the families that actually adopted her?" I asked

"For what RJae?" Brian asks

"Because bro, I just need to meet these people. I wanna see how she grew up going from home to home. I wanna maybe put a lil reunion together for her and them." I said

I was tryna talk in code and thank God this man picked up on that shit.

"Uhhh yeah, okay. I can definitely see what I can get from the home because that's the same girl's home she's been in for the whole time she was in the system, so I'll get you whatever I can and call you when I got it." Brian said

"Ight, thank you." I said

"You're welcome." Brian spoke

I know I can't kill all rapists, but I know for damn sure I'm finna kill these right here. They fucked my twin up in the head and fucked her body up too and I ain't with that shit. If a female say no, especially a little girl, then you take yo ass on. All these grown ass women out here willing to give they pussies up for nothing in return and you want a lil girl bro? That shit trifling and these motherfuckers need to be stopped. Male and female because don't get it twisted, these females be out here doing that shit too.

HELLO...

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER MAY HAVE BEEN A LITTLE EMOTIONAL OR TOO SERIOUS, BUT WE NEED TO BRING MORE AWARENESS TO RAPE, SO THAT'S WHY I'M INTERJECTING THIS SUBJECT INTO THIS BOOK. RAPE IN THE FOSTER CARE/ADOPTION SYSTEM IS TOO COMMON AND WE DON'T SPEAK ON IT ENOUGH! IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT RACE, GENDER, OR AGE YOU ARE. IF YOU SAY 'NO' AND SOMEONE PROCEEDS TO TAKE WHAT IS YOURS, THAT'S RAPE OR MOLESTATION. IT'S WRONG AND YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP.

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