SENSITIVE STRINGS

Getting Darker

Pharmakon rages in a drizzle,
Moving up and down in a fizzle,
And it never bites to kill or heal,
It is a stranger to your deals,

And I sit there waiting for your shadow,
To attack and win the battle,
I believe,
I can end my misery,

And bad times won't stop your life,
This can't change this time,
Life will kick you to the side,

So sit back and and kick back the ride,

Dream up on a black magic pedestal,
Crash down all my dreams in a level,
Win me up, hit me down with the metal stand,
I understand,
Life is rough and it's getting darker to even stand,

I am quite shy in my game alright,
Adjusting doesn't feel right tonight,
Just wanna go home,
Just wanna leave,
I hope you understand,

Nobody understands,

So I gather my courage,
And rage,
Faster than a tiger,
I fall head first,
Like a deer hit-dead by a drunken driver,

And times will change but this won't,
Homesickness won't go away,
"It just won't"

So I escape this cage,
Free myself from this terrifying and obnoxiously wanderous jail,
And I run,

And I run to the north where my hometown lies,
Fall to the ground, I was stopped mid-flight,
Soul left my body,
Entrance? even heaven denied,
Was sent to the hell,
It said "me neither, try later sometime"

And the lost souls of curiosity,
Without any love and security,
Flying around free,
In the burnt bridges of ephemerality,

So raise a torch,
Light a candle,
Spark a fire,
Look in the eyes,
To set kindle alive a combustion of warmth,

Talk to me and make it simple,
Take my hand I won't even whimper,
Show me yourself so I can trust you all right,
It's all new to me and I don't trust anyone,
I'm lonely,
And I'm scared,
Of the wary charmers and their fucking lams spells,
And I crave to go bavk to my home all night,
Help me it's getting darker outside.