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" When I was sixteen, I was dead
I was sick from being underfed
When I was twelve, all I did was cry
I saw my favorite band burn alive
When I was twelve, I hated you
'Cause you hurt me
It was what you knew "

35. CRAB | alex g

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" I wanted so much for magic to be real
So many dreams of flying
Rising high over the crowd
And they'd go, 'Oh, man, look at her go'
And I'd go "

36. REAL HOUSE | adrianne lenker

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" Sleeping in the garden, drinking on the weekend
Cover me in blankets, hold me like a secret
Standing in the kitchen, everything is broken
Wonder what's behind this door I never open
Everybody's watching, no one pays attention
I don't think I'm sick, but I think it's an infection "

37. PORCUPINE | flatsound

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" Little red flower on your wrist
Maybe the angel fired and missed
Blue and red horses on the run
I think the angel is jumping the gun "

38. BLUE AND RED HORSES | adrianne lenker

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" All I wanna do is get a little closer to you
But you, you're like glue
I'm like water and you're like glue
And all I ever do is soak through you "

39. SOAKER | alex g

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" I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out "

40. MOTION SICKNESS | phoebe bridgers

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" If I'm lucky enough, I will get through hard things
And they will make me gentle to the ways of the world
If I'm lucky enough, I'll have the courage to leave & go
Wherever my beating heart tells me to go "

41. LUCKY ENOUGH (POEM) | zach bryan

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" And I know none of this
Will matter in the long run
But I know a sound
Is still a sound around no one "

42. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME | fiona apple

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" I love you you're so selfless
I'm sorry I'm so selfish
I love that you're so gentle
And I'm sorry I'm so hellish "

43. ILYIS PT 2 | mel bryant & the mercy makers

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" I am the new disease, the light breeze
The yellow stars glowing through the white trees
I pine for you, pine for you
Shine for you, pine for you "

44. BLURRED VIEW | big thief

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" Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And I do too "

45. DADDY ISSUES | the neighbourhood

 DADDY ISSUES | the neighbourhood

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ALSO BY ME:
future ghosts (twd)
the pure & the damned (twd: dd)
listen before i go (fg prequel)
boy//animal (marvel)
disarm (marvel)
turn on the bright lights (marvel)

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HAVE COURAGE AND BE KIND

YOU HAVE MORE KINDNESS IN
YOUR LITTLE FINGER

THAN MOST PEOPLE POSSESS IN
THEIR WHOLE BODY

AND IT HAS POWER

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DISCLAIMERS:

hello! i am max! nice to meet you <3

first things first, this book has mature themes such as eating disorders (specifically arfid) and abuse, with slight mentions of sa and suicide. i try to remember to put trigger warnings at the beginning of potentially triggering chapters, but sometimes i forget. if a chapter is missing a trigger warning, don't be afraid for comment. please be careful and take care of yourself!

also, please don't copy my work. you can use similar ideas and make them your own, but please know that if you copy my work, it will be reported.

if there are any typos/errors, please don't hesitate to point them out so i can fix them! comments are appreciated!

enjoy!

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