~~ I'm into you ~~ Zosan/Sanzo ~~ Oneshots ~~

You and I on the hill.

Sanji's POV
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Post-Wano Kuni
NOTE: I'm aware of the similarities of this chapter and the last. However despite this, I hope you enjoy the following.

She pulled him in and I didn't know what to say. His grey eyes reflecting in the sunlight, her hands all over him as she tiptoes to kiss him. I try to comprehend the situation, disregarding the fact he had the audacity to do it in front of me. She was a beautiful woman with beautiful, silky blue hair with golf earrings shimmering, makeup making her lips plump and her skin glisten.

I wanted to be happy for them, but I found myself in a dilemma. My face was tense and it writhed in pain, trying to look away but finding myself staring even more closely as I see the green-headed man in just as much of a disbelief as I am. 'Sanji, get ahold of yourself.. let them kiss, then scream at him later..' I repeated in my head, balled fists in my pocket, gripping onto my cigarette pack tightly.

He was helpless, his hands trying to push her away as she keeps looking at him with eyes full of care and love, tears welling in her eyes. I want to yell at him for making her cry, but at the same time I could feel my own body shaking and wanting to cry as well. I still held the ramen bowl with one hand, looking at it and seeing the reflection of me in the soup.

I wipe my tears away as some of my teardrops touch the rim of the bowl, gripping onto the bowl even more tightly as it shakes even more. 'Damn it, what the hell?! I get it, you like Komurosaki.. damn it!!' My heart keeps racing rapidly in my chest as I stride past the both of them. They part now, a string of saliva connected as I glance at the moss-head accidentally and feel myself wanting to curl into a ball even more; ashamed.

"Cook-.." He started before getting hugged tightly by the woman. I'm still filled with many mixed and overwhelming emotions, scrunching up my cigarette box slightly as I keep staring ahead, walking further away from them by the second. Tears stream down my eyes when I know I'm far away from them, letting go of my cigarette box and wiping my tears, my eyes red and puffy.

'Why does my heart ache for her like this? Why is it beating so fast?.. what's wrong?..' I question myself, sitting by the cliff and taking a smushed cigarette out, staring at it in sadness. I slip it in my mouth and grab my lighter out of my pocket, gripping on it tightly as I repeatedly flick my lighter to light it, still a bit weak as more questions flood my mind.

'I should be able to move on, what's wrong..? I didn't know I loved her like that.. but, it just doesn't make sense..' My lighter finally lights my cigarette as I get startled by the sudden burning because of my state, my legs dangling off the cliff. Following up, I stare down and see the small waves crashing against the rocks, sighing in exhaustion with my hand gripping my cigarette tightly.

Suddenly, I feel a presence behind me as I wipe my tears, sniffling my runny nose and narrowing my eyes on the ocean, trying to keep my composure. The person gets closer to me as I feel my mouth twitch, still not turning around in frustration and embarrassment. "Cook." I hear the familiar voice over me, gritting my teeth and slapping my hand against the dirt, looking at him with tears streaming down again, twitching in anger.

"What the hell do you want?! I don't want to see your stupid face!!" I say this as I snarl at you before noticing my heart racing again with love and affection, my stomach a tingly feeling. I clutch my stomach and stare down in disbelief, my body shaking as I feel this oddness around you. My face lights up a bright red as he sits down beside me now, distancing from him now as I shake my head slightly, my hand reaching over my hair to tug on it.

'W-what is this?! Goddamn it, this is.. what.. no..' I tell myself slowly as I find myself staring into Zoro's grey eye, feeling the tension and silence in the room aggravating. "I just wanted to see if you didn't jump off the fucking cliff after I kissed Hiyori." He says this with a serious tone but with a hint of teasing in it and concern, my eyes still red with tears as I giggle a little, noticing Zoro's startled expression and stopping suddenly.