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"Hi" i said as I sat by tata. "Wsg ugly"he said as I shook my head "what's up with u."he asked and I shook my head.
"U okay?"he asked and I shook my head. "What's wrong?"he asked as I smiled "nothing"I said as I rested my legs on his. "What's wrong with ugly?"jenn said as she slapped my head.
"Ion. Know." He said as I fell asleep.
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I woke up to my legs being moved. "Moveeee bitchh"Kyle said as I got up and pushed him. "You move Nigga"I said as I risen from the couch. "Where's ta- him and Jenn went to go get food."he said as I laid on the other couch.
"U okay tho?"he asked and I nodded "lies."he said as I sighed "I'm fine."I said as he looked at me.
"Is it abt yourrrr bf?"he asked and I nodded
—- 𝟐 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫 --- I felt as if he was cheating. Do u know when you have that feeling your bf is cheating and your correct on it?
Well that was me at this moment. I had woken up with billions of notifications on this situation as it trolled all over the internet.
I blown up his phone as I gotten no responses just notifications that he read the message. As I was indeed tired of this. It was the second time as he would manipulate me into thinking it wasn't his fault. I wanted tata. I wanted my mom as she was so busy in Miami. She ran her own business as she would come to see me. My friends my friends. They warned me about him as I didn't listen. When we started dating he was so sweet but over the months he changed. I known I shouldn't have gone back but he made me think he was actually changing for me.
He came home as I yelled at him. "I'm sorry.. please please forgive me and don't yell"he cried as my eyes filled with tears. My eyes darted do his neck. Hickeys. I sat on my couch as he sat by me making me move. "I'm sorry. We just- we just nothing. I'm done I'm done with this social media embarrassment. I can't sit here as u cheat on me. They were right about you. Your just as disgusting as your ex. And I really thought u would change for us. Not for me. BUT FOR US!"I yelled as my body went weak. I know I shouldn't have reacted as harsh but. I couldn't do this.
"Really? I couldn't change for us? Are u kidding me. We haven't had sex in 4 months. When I ask u all I get is "no I'm not wanting to. Or I'm not ready." He said as my eyes lowered. "Get out"I kicked him out as he latched onto me. "I'm sorry."he cried as I slapped him. "GET OUT"
——- Present time ——-
I didn't realize I zoned out until the door opened revealing tata and Jenn. "She's awaken now!"jenn cheerfully said as tata just tried reading my face. As he was an master at doing.
He sat down as he watched my face. "Yoo y/n u left your favorite shoes in my car let's go get them."tata said as he dragged me out to his car.
I looked for my shoes seeing nothing. "Sit down"he said as he drove off. "Are u okay?"he said as sat at an red light. "I'm fine."i said as he looked at me "no your not."he said as he glanced at me.
"Okay."I said as I let one tear roll down my face.
He hugged me as I cried slowly. "It's your boyfriend?"he said as he drove off. "Yeah he cheated again. I ended it off forever this time."I said as he nodded. "I know it might be hard but u have people that actually love u. U don't need that shitty Nigga and don't worry we'll have him dealt with by the end of the day."he said as he grabbed my chin. He pulled up by his house as he carried me into the building. "U need sleep"he said as he unlocked his door and locked it.
"I'm not tired"I said as he shrugged "come on mama"he held me as my eyes lowered. "I don't know.."I said as I cried. He sat me on his lap as he rubbed my back.
I rambled about the situation as he kept rubbing my back.
The tears made me feel overwhelmed as I felt an clown for even venting to him. No he told no one but what if he was tired of me doing it?
I stopped as I zoned out again. "Ma? Ma?"he shook me as I snapped outta it.
"Hm?"I said as he shook his head "nun ma let's cuddle I'll make u feel better."he said as I nodded.
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Waking up to photos being taken "turn yo shit on silent Jenn damn u so stupid"Kyle said as I pretended to be asleep "I'm sorry.. they jst cute"she said acting all sassy.
My eyes fluttered open as I arisen from the position I was in.
Tata was sleeping as if he wasn't gonna wake up soon. I wasn't gonna wake him. "See yo stupid ass woke her up"Kyle said as he slowly hit Jenns arm "chill inna Nigga."Jenn said slapping him.
My eyes traveled up and down the room. Getting up I walked to the bathroom as I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I had my own toothbrush as I was over here 24/7.
"Where is- she is in the bathroom"Kyle said not letting him finish as he already knew what he was gonna ask.
He got up and went to me as Kyle and Jenn left.
I hugged him and laid my head on his chest.
I known I should've been with tata from the start.
He was here for me all the time. I was here for him.
We were meant for each other.
I watched his eyes close and opened. He was tired but he was still gonna stay for me I think. "What's up?"his tiredness can be heard in his voice.
"Thank you tata. U have made me realize. It should've been you. Not anyone else."I said as his eyes widened. "That's why I want- yes"he said as I smiled "let me finish"I said as he smiled.
