Seeking Gaston Lynx Esquivel

Chapter 62

Ina might be very nosy but she knows how to take things seriously. Kagaya na lamang ngayon.

Unti-unti ay tumango ako sa kanya.

"Ummm, I can't wait to see little Ada or Gaston…I can't wait to witness you build a family...I'm happy for you, Ada. Truly happy for you."

Nanubig ang mata ko sa mga sinabi niya. Bigla na lamang siyang umalis sa upuan niya at tumabi sa sa akin, she hugged me tightly, sideways. Humawak naman ko sa kamay niya.

"Thank you." Mahinang sambit ko.

I heard he sniffed and she is probably crying. Hindi ko maiwasang tuwawa ng marahan.

Pagkatapos ng ilang saglit ay humiwalay siya sa akin. He eyes were red and she her nose was quite red.

I looked at her warmly.

Ngumiti rin siya pabalik. "Masarap siguro si Gaston, no?"

I groaned at her remarks while she just laughed out loud. Maybe I should take back my words?

And as per usual, I did my work after our lunch. Kaya lang ay panay ang tingin sa akin ng mga empleyado. Kaya hindi ko ring mapigilang mailang sa kanila.

During our trip back to La Union, Auntie was so curiosed why I looked so tired. My cheeks heated up so bad with her question while Gaston was trying to surpassed his laughter.

Mabuti na lang at hindi niya nakita ang reaksiyon ko dahil nasa passenger's seat ako. While Calyx innocently answered that I am tired because of the congress.

But just like what Ina said. What I am feeling right now is normal...and I shouldn't be confused.

Huminga ako ng malalim at sumandal sa swivel chair ko. Ina was right. The only dilemena that I have is the way I handle things. Dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na nadadala na rin ako sa mga simpleng hawak at halik niya.

One of us should be at least sane enough to stop things. Lalo na kapag...nagkakainitan na? I closed my eyes tightly as I imagined what we had done in my room.

He was so hard and huge...and if I surrender my virginity...it only means that he will insert it inside me, right? Napalunok ako ng malalim sa makamundong iniisip. It won't fit me. I don't think it will fit me. Muli akong napapikit ng mariin.

Speaking of pagpipigil. I don't think Gaston is sane enough to stop things if needed. Dahil panay ang halik at pisil na naman niya sa katawan ko habang nagluluto ako ng dinner namin.

Sinundo niya ako sa opisina ng saktong 5pm. And surprisingly, walang napagalitan ngayon sa opisina. Some of the employees didn't make it to their deadline but Gaston took it lightly. Walang sermon na nangyari.

Kaya namn hot topic rin kanina sa opisina ang biglang pagbabago ng kanyang pag uugali. The employees was rejoicing according to Ina. And as Ina's suspected, dahil iyon lahat sa akin.

Pagkatapos kong magisa ang manok ay linagyan ko na ito ng tubig. He kept on hugging me and kissing my nape as I do the cooking on his kitchen. Dito na kami dumiretso at nagulat na lamang ako ng may makahanda na akong gamit sa closet niya.

He brought me things from underwear to all types of dresses.

"Gaston, hindi tayo mag li-live in." Seryosong saad ko sa kanya.

"I know, I know. These are just your things when you are visiting me. And maybe sleep overs?" Nakangising tanong na nito sa akin.

Huminga ako ng malalim at mas nilakasan ang apoy ng niluluto kong tinola. I faced him after. Sinalubong niya ako ng magaang halik sa labi.