Ego over Relations

Not sure if I'm ready but it is him

"I'm yours Sita, you can see me without this towel too" I teased. I didn't turn to see her reaction but can imagine her blushed face. I gave her my shirt and short and left. The thought of Sita wearing my clothes is making my mind go wild

"Ben, can you get me blanket" Sita shouted. I took blanket and went

"Short is very loose" she is just in my shirt that reached her mid thigh, I gulped and turned away immediately.

"Food is almost ready" I ran from there, I have never seen a girl like this and never felt these weird feelings. She came out covered in blanket, blushing but all I imagine her is in my shirt? I asked her to eat food while I take shower but she waited for me. She praised my cooking skills

"My dresses are washed, I will wear and you wear your shirt" she said 

"Sita, I love the thought of you wearing my shirt...and my shirt is almost dry, your clothes will be wet but if you are not comfortable..."

" I'm fine"she said making me happy 

"Ben, it's cold, come inside blanket" she said after sometime 

"I'm ok, you..." she is just in my shirt, I can't control myself. She moved close to me and covered me in same blanket. My mind is going wild, want to do unholy things...

"I want to kiss you Sita" I confessed, unable to control myself 

"Me too" she said shyly

I pinned her on the floor, captured her lips and kissed hungrily... there is not even mm gap between our bodies but I feel otherwise and crushed my body on to hers. 

Sita's POV

When Ben was inside my blanket, knots formed in my stomach, weird feelings got intense. I wanted to kiss him but was shy. When said that he wanted to kiss me, I confessed that I too want. He got on top of me and kissed me hungrily, I pulled him more into me when he was already crushing me

"Sita....i want more" he whispered in my ears which made my heart flutter

"You can kiss me whole day and night, don't need my permission" i said

He got up and walked away panting

"Whats wrong?" I asked. Did I hurt him?

"Sita... stay away" he said not looking at me

He doesn't want me anymore, that hurt me so much.... i couldn't hold my tears

"What happened? Why are you crying? " he asked taking me into his arms

"You... you dont want me"

"Look at me Sita...."

I couldn't look into his eyes. He cupped my face and made me look into his eyes

"You have no idea how much i want you... im unable to control myself..." he said

"Why are you controlling.... i want you to kiss me too" i said

"Sita, you don't understand.... It's not just your lips that I want to kiss, I want to rip that shirt from your body and kiss your whole body,  i want to make love to you... especially seeing you in my clothes and the image of you in that towel that covered nothing of you stuck in my mind...Im loosing control of myself, its getting impossible for me to resist you" he said

What? He wants to make love to me? I blushed thinking of that. I burried myself in his chest

"Dont resist" i whispered

He cupped my face, I couldn't look in his eyes

"Do you realize what you are saying?" He asked

I nodded

"No Sita, you are not thinking straight.... it cant be undone, i dont want you to regret tomorrow" he said

"It doesn't matter to me when, today or tomorrow or sone other day, its you i want to give myself.... im yours, claim me" I said. Honestly I'm not sure if I'm ready but I have no doubt that it's Ben whom I want to give myself

"Thank you Sita, you made the happiest man on earth now... but lets not do now" he said

I don't want to hear no.... i kissed him

"Not now.." he said between the kiss. "F*** I can't hold myself" he cursed and pulled me back into kiss immediately 

I opened my eyes hearing chirping of birds....Im sleeping on Ben's chest, we both are naked, suddenly i felt shy remembering last night. I have slight pain. I heard its painful first time but the pain is far worst than i imagined. It was only for a few minutes, then the pleasure was too much for me to handle and We couldn't stop whole night, lost count