Terrible Mistake

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Benjamin's POV

Sita heard every word I said to Dheeraj, I could see hurt in her eyes. Whatever I said is true, she is not my type, curse me all the time... no one ever dared to...

Why do I feel guilty?

I didn't like Sita going with Dheeraj. I tried to oppose but Dheeraj firmly said don't argue. He uses that tone when I'm about to do something wrong. 

I dropped Joseph and Nithya at home went back for Sita, I tracked them to Falooda nation. 

When I reached Sita was drinking some milk shake. Dheeraj is holding two milkshakes. Did he order for me too?

"It's so yummy, Dheeraj, thank you... I never tasted it before" 

I grabbed her milkshake and tasted, it's Chikoo love shake

She glared at me, Dheeraj smiled

"Send 10 chikoo love shakes to home..." I ordered the manager

I gave her milkshake back but she didn't take. Dheeraj gave her another one, probably the one he ordered for me. He doesn't like it

"Mom is waiting for you, let's go" I said

"Thank you so much for the milkshake and time. I wish I met you before. I'm surprised how I missed your handsome face in MIT... see you..."

She thinks he is handsome and good.

She took paper from notepad, scribbled something and gave to Dheeraj

"That's my Indian and US number. Bye Dheeraj"

"Bye Sita, take care" he said 

We both left from there? I'm burning inside? She was silent. She was lovely dovely with Dheeraj and giving me cold shoulder 

"Do you have multiple personality disorder? You were so happy with him, talking non stop... now you act as if deaf and dumb"

"My wish, I like him. Who are you to question me?" She shouted

Why does she show anger to me and smiles to him?

"You are my fiancé to the world here, we have great reputation. Till you are here, stay decent. Otherwise I don't care whom you like, whom you kiss and whom you sleep around..."

What did I just say?

I looked at Sita, she looked at me with so much hurt and tears. 

"Sita... I"

"Not a single word... thank you for telling what you think of me... you think I go around kissing and sleeping with random guys. Is that the reason you treat me like a shit?

You kiss me whenever you want...you kissed me to prove you are not a gay...today you kissed me to shut my mouth when your grandma came..." she is crying miserably 

I don't know how to make up to her, I feel terrible 

"Sita..."

"Thank you so much for best behavior" she mocked

I promised best behavior but I hurt her very badly. I don't have words to say how much I regret saying those utterly nonsense. I don't mean any of it.

"I keep my promises, I will leave the next minute you settle this and you don't have to see my face ever" 

She would leave me?

"Are you done with your insults?" She asked 

She wiped her tears and put AirPods in her ears

What have I done? Why did I speak like that? I never disrespected anyone especially a girl before. Knowing how innocent and good Sita is... I hate myself for uttering that non sense



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