Text You Never [Ni-ki Enhypen]

8

Nicky
You know when you can't sleep at night
so you just lay in the darkness
and think about how insignificant your existence is in the universe?

[Melody is Online]

Melody
....
What happened?

Nicky
What?

Melody
after knowing you for a while
I've come to realize that you don't just spout nonsense without something having brought it on prior. 

Melody
Vent to me

Nicky
......

I'm just...
So tried....
Of everything

Melody

Tired of what?

Nicky

Idk I just
Sometimes I just want to hide away
from the whole world and hope no one finds me
or comes looking for me

Melody
Sometimes people say they don't want people to come looking for them
when in actuality they just want to be found

Nicky
Maybe
But I just
I'm just tired yk? 
Of life, of living

Nicky
Sometimes I just want to sleep and never have to wake up

Nicky
Sometimes I feel so lonely and that no one could care less about me
Or that no matter what I seem to do, I'm never good enough
Even if I try my hardest, I just never seem to be good enough for everyone
Theres always someone who will criticize me and tell me I'm not worth it

Nicky
my hyungs tell me to ignore it, and I do try, but it's hard, you know?
It's so, so hard.
Sometimes I have to pretend i don't care just so I won't end up hurting myself
but it still ends up hurting at the end of the day
No matter how hard I try and do my best, someone is always there to bring me down

Nicky
They say me I'm too loud, so I stopped talking
then they said I'm rude for not talking
They said i'm bullying my hyungs when I'm just playing and teasing them
I'M NOT!
THEN  THEY QUESTION ME ON WHY I'M SO INSECURE

Nicky
I'M DONE

Nicky
I'm just so tried of it all
I want it all to end
It's not fair

Nicky
What
Just what did I do wrong? I didn't do anything WRONG!

Nicky
.....
sorry Ig I just needed to rant a bit
Sorry for telling you this useless stuff, I just needed to get it out

Melody
Don't ever apologize for stating the way you feel about things
Unless of course it's rude or something, in which case do apologise

Melody
But rn you have no reason to

Nicky
Thanks

Melody
np

Nicky
.....
So I just realized that you were actually nice to me?

Melody
(ㆆ_ㆆ)

Nicky
( •̀ ω •́ )y

Melody
ಠ_ಠ

Nicky
(✿◕‿◕✿)

Melody
You're so cute
Not sent

Melody
(╬▔皿▔)╯

Nicky
You're so cute
Not sent

Nicky
(￣y▽,￣)╭ 

Nicky
Thanks anyway

Melody
Don't mention it.

Melody
I mean it. Don't.

[Melody Is Offline]

Nicky
(;'༎ຶД༎ຶ')

Nicky
Damn it.