Spaceship Blues

Broken

I come bearing a heavy heart, a clutter mind, and a broken spirit.

I see no ending in sight, I can't even remember the beginning.

I sometimes feel a few remnants of my previous dreams and aspirations, barely clinging onto life, hoping for a detonation.

I feel like my life has been spiraling out of control lately. I feel like I ain't shit. I feel like I been caught up in the mix.

The world is so cold but my heart has become colder. I just want a numbness to the pain. I just want some relief off my shoulders.

I feel like I've been living without a purpose. I feel so unfulfilled. I feel like I can do more, but I keep stumbling up life's hills.

But maybe It's time to stop making excuses and dig deep down.

Maybe the answers that I've been seeking out have already been found.