Okay idk about the rest of the fangirl/boy population, but as soon as I entered my first fandom, my social life outside of the Internet became nearly non existent.
It became increasingly hard for me to socialize when I go out somewhere, like to the mall or something, and when I end up having to talk to someone (like a stranger) I get all claustrophobic and annoyed as hell.
I don't know how normal that is lmao but that's me
Quick story:
One time I was at the outdoor mall thingy called The Loop with my sister, and we were getting lunch at chipotle.
Keep in mind this bitch knows I don't do very well when it comes to talking to people I don't know. Especially hot people.
And just to my fucking luck, the two guys preparing food were too fine for me to function.
And she wouldn't tell them my order so I had to talk. It was a fücking disaster, and I'll give you a quick run down
on what went down.
1. I kept speaking too low for them to hear me so one of them was getting agitated af, the other didn't mind.
2. Once I raised my voice considerably higher my voice cracked.
3. Leave me alone to die pls.
Have you ever embarrassed the shit out of yourself in front of hot people? Bc I do everytime I step outside my house.
Byeeeee don't be in turtle mode all the time like me
