Brainstorm 💙

chapter 18 🦋

It's been a month since I and liel started dating each other and it's been quite a good experience He always been very nice with me .  more than he ever will with me I love his warm good morning text our long phone call . I was so caught in my thoughts when suddenly someone pulled my hand and pinned me towards the wall and I burst into giggles he cut my giggles with his mouth this kiss was magical as always  and perfectly right. his tongue is exploring my mouth he has that unrecognisable taste .but today he tasted like something delicious and indescribable .
As we break apart " I think aunty cooked something delicious"

" It's not food " liel said lazly

I was to say something when liel suddenly left and i spotted aunty leaving for hospital and I stood there in silence so she couldn't get suspicious . Our relationship is secret since I wanna keep things private I don't know how everyone reacts after this Only my mom knows about us .after aunty left I get inside for daisy .It's been our daily routine every morning liel dragged me beside his house and we share a sweet kiss  at first  it's a mixed feelings of embarassed and feeling good but now its kind of become habit getting taste of him every morning after I told him about my arm insecurity he never touch my arms I was so caught in my thoughts when daisy arrived and we left for school .
My day is going pretty well  until now .
" I think we need some talk " Joe said coming from out of nowhere.
I am not in the mood to argue so I silently stood up from my seat and followed Joe silently

Joe stopped at a silent hallway and turned towards " don't make any excuse because I know you were dating liel hernandez . Seriously out of this whole world you choose that dud he didn't give shit about anybody feeling "
He looked calm which is different from his usual Joe and i used to be friends with him until my fear towards guys started and we grew distant after somtimes my condition become. Better have our friendship takes a different turn and he started to annoy me.

" Are you worried about me " I said with a half smile

" Yes I know you since we were kid and I know how you are .I always annoy you all the time that didn't mean that I think bad for you " he replied " and don't lie to me I know everything what going on between you and him I saw you both together many times and even holding hands "

At this point I know there's no point of lying so I " yes I am dating him but very privately so plzz don't tell anyone and I am not serious with him we are just trying things I just wanna experience this thing I am not serious for him sometimes it's really make me feels like black sheep how I maintain distance with boys and sometimes they even calls me lesbian and spread different rumours about me even if they are good friends with me so I am just trying things out "

" I don't know what's going on between you two but I just wanna let you know that he is not a good guy for you he only play with girls he can't be serious with anyone he is just into fucking girls "

" I know everything and I told him by myself that no need to stuck with me because of course after sometime we are going to end this thing " lie is coming so smoothly from my mouth and I don't wanna lose him not after how close we are now i can't image a single day without hearing his voice " but don't tell anyone about this I wanna keep things in secret "

" I don't wanna invade your decision but as a friend I wanna tell you he is a red flag "

I cut him in mid " I think i am colour blind " i let a small laugh

Joe is more calm than ever " I don't care about anything just remember you have a friend if anything happens you can trust me " and he walked away leaving me alone
I don't know but his words hit somewhere deep you can trust me He has never been this sincere with me since I joined this high school but I think our old friendship is alive somewhere in his heart. And I felt very warm knowing he still cares about me

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We are staying in school for cheerleading practice. I took a small break after practicing some perfect flip and cartwheel I am the most lightweight member so I am the head chair leader and always on top .I was druking water when I noticed a text on my phone

Red flag-. I am outside
Me- comming

I don't wanna go but I don't wanna make him wait and besides if I wait any longer there is a possibility that sofia and Daisy notice liel and we were not able to meet . So I tell everybody that my mom wants me to come home so I have to leave .

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As I come outside from the back gate of  school I can spot liel with casual black attire . I don't why this boy loves wearing black this much He spotted me and gave me a huge smile .

I have exam so I have to prepare for them so I deny when he ask me to hangout with me. he drops me at my house  . I am about to go inside when liel grabs my hand .

" You owe me a promise " LEIl said I can only watch his shinny eyes because of helmet .

" I don't remember something like that " I made a confused face .

" You promise me that you  are gonna do chair leading for me " he dropped my hand at that moment I felt so surprised because I almost forgot this and i never thought he took my words this seriously " tomorrow's  Sunday I'll send you location and everything "

I am about to protest but he is gone with speed of bullet🥲