Romance High School: Das Gedicht Von Leben Und Tod

bittersüße tragödie: Traitor [10]

I woke up in someone's arms

-Oh my... -yawns- It's already daytime...? Wait- Who's this-? Wha-? Nathalie? -thinking- What the actual fuck?! Oh my god! Am I really with my arms wrapped around... Him?! Oh gosh-! EWW! EW, EW, EW! 

I pushed him away from me as fast as I ever could, freaked out by seeing him downstairs with me

Thinking -Why is he even here?! What is he doing?! Ugh! I can't believe I was cuddling onto...! EWWWW!

I looked at him in pure anger and disgust, I was afraid if he was awake, seeing me push him off me and talk shit about his fat ass, so I closed my eyes and I stayed still, pretending that I was asleep

I waited a bit for him to wake up and he started doing a bit of movement after a while, so I remained still, hoping that he wouldn't notice anything

-Ah... Sweetheart...? Yukki-chan...? Are you awake...?

I didn't move an inch, very nervous

-Hello...? Are you there...? I heard something five minutes ago... I thought it was you... Sorry about that, sweetie...

He didn't move after that, so I decided to just quit pretending and get up, so I "woke up", making some noise and groaning a little

-Yukki...? You're awake...? Hello...?

Nathalie started shaking me a bit, so I stopped pretending and I opened my eyes

-Sakura-chan! You're alright! Thank god... I had a nightmare that you had been murdered... By a woman that I despise...

Whispering -Which is...?

-Sweetheart... It's a secret... I can't tell you her name...

-Kill yourself.

-Oh- Come on. Just because of that? You're kind of a crybaby.

Thinking -"Crybaby"? You fucking assaulted my ass, and you're hoping that I'll be nice to you after what you did? Fucking dumbass.

-I'm sorry for doing that. I hope you can forgive me.

Thinking -Wow! A simple "sorry" made me forgive you! How magical! Dumb fuck...

-I didn't mean to hurt you that much yesterday. I swear.

Thinking -Pfft- Yeah, sure. You shoved a gun with a vibrator inside of my vagina yesterday, but you totally didn't mean to hurt me that much.

-I'm so sorry. 

Thinking -Ugh... Whatever...

I pretended to forgive him by talking to him with a "sweet" and "gentle" voice tone:

-Okay. I forgive you.

I gave him a fake smile as I told him those words, hoping that he would believe me

-Wait... Really? Are you being serious? You actually mean it?

-Yes, I do. I forgive you for what you did.

He smiled at me back for a split second, but then his expression changed, he looked a bit mad, and then he spoke to me, with a deeper voice tone than the one that he was using before:

-You don't actually mean it, am I right?

-What are you talking about?! I do! I forgive you! Are you fucking nuts?!

-You are such a damn liar. You can't even be honest once. 

-I'm sorry?! You're calling me a liar?! So, now I can't be honest or else I'll get called a liar?! What even is that logic?!