Playing Pretend

26| Lies You Tell

"Crystal!" She continued to walk down the hall. "Yo!" I called out once again, instead of turning around she walked right into the library.

She's deliberately ignoring me.

I slid my tounge across my teeth and followed her into the library just to lose track of her.

I looked in every direction, she was nowhere to be seen. Where the hell did she go? Her short ass couldn't have gotten that far.

I walked down the fiction section, she wasn't there. Fine, she doesn't want to talk, whatever. I was about to give up and walk away but I saw a faint shadow hide behind a shelf.

I rolled my eyes, knowing it was her.

I approach her, "Childish much?"

"Oh my gosh!" She placed her hand on her heart, obviously I frightened her.

I leaned on the shelf in front of her, we were now face to face. Nowhere for her to run.

I crossed my arms. "You've been ignoring me."

She chuckled, shaking her head at the ground. "You'll get over it." She shrugged her shoulders.

"Listen, I get that I ended the deal without passing it by you first,"
She didn't say anything, she hasn't even met my eyes since I found her. She slightly kicked the air and let out a sigh.

"Are you done?" She finally looked up at me, I wish she hadn't.

Cause those eyes. Usually they are big and full of glee, now she just looks like she want to cut me in half.

"Why are you so mad? We both got what we wanted, I don't get it!"

"Of course you don't get it!" She whispered shouted.

"Then make me understand!"

"It doesn't matter anyway." She went to walk away but I grabbed a hold of her wrist, "Obviously it matters since you're being such a bitch about it."

"I-I had feelings for you Sebastian!"

She yanked my arm away, "B-But not anymore." She pushed past me and I watched her walk out of the library.

Crystal

I'm being a bitch?

He's a bitch, he ruined the whole plan
Now everyone knows that we were just pretending. It's honestly embarrassing, I should've never agreed to this stupid shit.

Now everyone is calling me desperate?

And saying that makes sense because Sebastian wouldn't go for a girl like me?

What the hell does that even mean? Am I so ugly or fucked up that I'm not worthy of love.

I wiped my the tears that slid down my cheek. I spotted Diana and James talking in the hallway, there eyes landed on mines and they both rolled their eyes.

Are they really going to hold this against me forever?

I let out a sigh and walked passed them.

Nobody knows, nobody knows anything. They think I'm just this trouble maker, who has a mouth on her. But I'm not, I'm not,

I'm hurting.

I pushed through the bathroom doors just to see Brenda touching up her makeup, she gave me a one over and smirked.

"Just great." I muttered.

"What was that?" She said as she curled her lashes.

"Nothing." I didn't want to deal with her today, I went to leave but she had to open her mouth.