Guardian Angel

Wake up

"No Dean you don't and you can never tell her about the nightmares"

He looked pained, "Oh Cas, I would never come between you two. Y/N is like a sister to me. I know you've read my mind, you know what I'm saying is true"

I had seen in his mind that he cared for Y/N, and I did see that he wouldn't want to upset either one of us, but then Dean Winchester was a man who could have anyone he wanted. I had to move away from my jealousy and start trusting that Dean wouldn't even try to do anything with her. I trust Y/N and right now all I know is that I want to be with her. I wanted to hold her again. I wanted to see her smile, feel her touch.

Closing my eyes I had an image of Y/N and felt that I wasn't in the bunker dream anymore, I was laying in a bed and I felt a body pressed against mine. When I opened my eyes I found Y/N laying against me, her head on my chest. I reached up my right hand and stroked her hair gently. Her head shot up and she met my eyes, "Castiel?" she questioned and I smiled.

"Hello" was all I managed to say as her lips pressed against mine and I wrapped both my arms around her kissing her back with everything I had.

When we both broke the kiss she suddenly sat up and rushed from the room, calling out to Sam, "Is Dean awake?"

I got up out of bed and followed her to Dean's room where I found him sitting up, Sam standing beside the bed and Y/N was sitting on the other side, "You look awful" she said and Dean chuckled.

"Damn awful sleep" was all he muttered as his eyes met mine "Cas, you ok?"

I nodded my head, "Yeah. Happy not to go back to the nightmares"

"I'm just happy to be awake" Dean said "Thank you sweetheart" He winked at Y/N.

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Y/N's POV

When Castiel had woken up I was so happy to see him, but I wondered if I had managed to bring Dean out of his nightmares too, so I got off the bed and rushed towards his room, "Is Dean awake?" I asked as I burst through his bedroom door to see him sitting up.

Rushing over I hugged him quickly, but then sat down on the side of the bed. I guess the many nightmares that he had been through was showing on his face as his eyes looked tired, "You look awful" I joked

"Damn awful sleep" I heard him mutter as he looked behind me, to whom I assumed was Castiel, "Cas, you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah. Happy not to go back to the nightmares" I heard Castiel reply.

"I'm just happy to be awake" his eyes met mine and he added, "Thank you sweetheart" and he gave me a wink.

It was then that I realised I had been fussing over Dean, when really I should have been more worried about Castiel. I guess I was used to the fact that he was an angel and nothing seemed to hurt him, so I had thought that he was fine, and then it hit me why Castiel was feeling jealous. What an idiot I had been.

"Are you feeling ok?" Sam asked Dean.

"Probably just need a few days rest. So Cas, why don't you take Y/N home and relax yourselves?"

I got to my feet, stepped over to Castiel and wrapping my arms around him I asked, "Are you ready to go home?"

"Yes" was all he said as he returned my hug.

"Get better Dean" I said as Castiel took us from Dean's room at the bunker back to our room in my apartment.

Castiel sat down on the bed looking defeated, I sat down next to the angel and said, "I'm so sorry Castiel"